86th post!

been feeling unbelievably dead these few weeks. i have no idea why though.

i have the awesomest friends by the way.

i've handed in the form already, second guessing myself.

what if im not good enough? what if i dont get in?

then i realized, it doesnt matter. i dont have to be exco to do anything.

sigh. it was a miracle i reached home before 6 today.

i realized its not that school ends that late, but that i dont want to be alone.

guess im just that kind of person. i dont like to be alone most of the time, i want to hold someone.

call me corny or whatever, i dont care.

i want to hold someone in my arms and keep them safe.

at times i find myself unbelievably childish, at others incredibly mature.

guess thats just who i am.

i need a hug.

strip them away one by one, till theres no one left.

who will love me then?

86th post!

been feeling unbelievably dead these few weeks. i have no idea why though.

i have the awesomest friends by the way.

i've handed in the form already, second guessing myself.

what if im not good enough? what if i dont get in?

then i realized, it doesnt matter. i dont have to be exco to do anything.

sigh. it was a miracle i reached home before 6 today.

i realized its not that school ends that late, but that i dont want to be alone.

guess im just that kind of person. i dont like to be alone most of the time, i want to hold someone.

call me corny or whatever, i dont care.

i want to hold someone in my arms and keep them safe.

at times i find myself unbelievably childish, at others incredibly mature.

guess thats just who i am.

i need a hug.

strip them away one by one, till theres no one left.

who will love me then?