woohoo. 75th post, and the start of a new year.

2010 was filled with tons of stuff. i really did learn alot this year.
i had this huge realization about myself.
which i am not going to tell you.
i had several small realizations about myself.
which i am also not going to tell you.

i realized i really had very good friends.
and that i should treasure them.
i never had really good friends before.
and i thank you for being there for me.

i realized, i didnt really like my cca.
i wished i was in choir, or ELDDS.
but then, its too late to change.
so i might as well make the best of it.

i realized, SLB really does mean everything to me.
but even so, sometimes i dont do my best.
i dont do all the things im supposed to do,
or do them on time, and i apologize.

i realized how planning something big isnt easy.
that briefing others isnt easy either.
and so i learnt to appreciate the seniors.
or whoever is talking.

this year, i also realized i have a very bad temper.
but i dont slip up very often.
so you dont ever see it.

i've cried alot last year.
for some reason or another.
but no matter, cause its a new year.

i've thought of being in my cca's EXCO, or kp.
i'm thinking of running for SLB EXCO.
and im thinking if it'll be too much.
or if im good enough.

but i guess i'll just take everything as it comes.
everything has been good, or bad.
and its too late.

regrets or not, we have to move on.
and face the future.
and smile, and just try our best.

and so, happy new year. (:

woohoo. 75th post, and the start of a new year.

2010 was filled with tons of stuff. i really did learn alot this year.
i had this huge realization about myself.
which i am not going to tell you.
i had several small realizations about myself.
which i am also not going to tell you.

i realized i really had very good friends.
and that i should treasure them.
i never had really good friends before.
and i thank you for being there for me.

i realized, i didnt really like my cca.
i wished i was in choir, or ELDDS.
but then, its too late to change.
so i might as well make the best of it.

i realized, SLB really does mean everything to me.
but even so, sometimes i dont do my best.
i dont do all the things im supposed to do,
or do them on time, and i apologize.

i realized how planning something big isnt easy.
that briefing others isnt easy either.
and so i learnt to appreciate the seniors.
or whoever is talking.

this year, i also realized i have a very bad temper.
but i dont slip up very often.
so you dont ever see it.

i've cried alot last year.
for some reason or another.
but no matter, cause its a new year.

i've thought of being in my cca's EXCO, or kp.
i'm thinking of running for SLB EXCO.
and im thinking if it'll be too much.
or if im good enough.

but i guess i'll just take everything as it comes.
everything has been good, or bad.
and its too late.

regrets or not, we have to move on.
and face the future.
and smile, and just try our best.

and so, happy new year. (: