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Monday, January 31, 2011

78th post. :O

slowly but surely im starting to blog again. eh. hopefully. hahaha.

this year i bought all jeans only, so i guess whenever i go out, i have to wear jeans, if not my mum will complain, say i never wear. ._.

lit presentation is tomorrow. and we havent done rehearsal for the script either. GAH! :O

sherry if you see this, do you think i should run for exco? :O opinions! i need opinions. hahaha. but i'll probably run anyway. i just want to know what other people think. ._.

investiture at NUS was fun. awkward turtle all the way though. hahahahaha. actually not so bad. and while at investiture, i brainstormed 2 secret ideas for june camp! HAHAHA. :D its a secret. that only a few people shall know. :D awesome. if i can get people to approve it. we shall see.

i should be sleeping now. cause i should rest. cause amaths is terribad. so hard to understand. negativebsquare plusminussquarerootbsquareminustwoab overtwoa. alphabeta completing the square quadratic equation! bleh. amath is evil. heh heh.

its kind of a bad thing, but i hope alot of people fail the physics test. then can retake a easier one. LOL. :O

i think my writing style changed. again. :O oh well. goodnight.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

honk, said the car to the boy. it asked angrily, do you want to die?
the boy replied, maybe i do, and continued to walk on.

sec 3 life is hectic. and i think im going crazy.
i think im going to run, no matter what.
but president, really?
im not so sure anymore.
tell me a message.
of sanity and care.
srr duty tomorrow. who is doing with me?
no stock anymore. buy again.
life goes on and on.
i guess i just dont have the mood right now.
sec 3 life is depressing.
new friends are interesting.
they make life more fun.
i wonder how i'll do.
then again, nobody knows.
so we'll continue anyway.
we are who we are.

the car shook its head, and continued on its way.
the boy continued walking,uncaring about the stares he received.

a sinner in despair


Tuesday, January 25, 2011
find me faithless

sorry i didnt update in so long.
the feeling just isnt there.
and i guess that sometimes what people say is true.
"the people who appear the happiest, go home and cry"
people grow too used to hiding everything.
i bet hardly anyone knew that i was in a bad mood the whole day.
i bet nobody knew that i almost cried this morning.
i wonder if nobody cared, or if i just hide it too well.
probably the latter.
cause i think positively, except when i let myself go.
the only reason i dont tell you is cause i dont want to lose this harmony.
this feeling of contentness.
i think im going crazy.

find me faithless

Saturday, January 1, 2011

woohoo. 75th post, and the start of a new year.

2010 was filled with tons of stuff. i really did learn alot this year.
i had this huge realization about myself.
which i am not going to tell you.
i had several small realizations about myself.
which i am also not going to tell you.

i realized i really had very good friends.
and that i should treasure them.
i never had really good friends before.
and i thank you for being there for me.

i realized, i didnt really like my cca.
i wished i was in choir, or ELDDS.
but then, its too late to change.
so i might as well make the best of it.

i realized, SLB really does mean everything to me.
but even so, sometimes i dont do my best.
i dont do all the things im supposed to do,
or do them on time, and i apologize.

i realized how planning something big isnt easy.
that briefing others isnt easy either.
and so i learnt to appreciate the seniors.
or whoever is talking.

this year, i also realized i have a very bad temper.
but i dont slip up very often.
so you dont ever see it.

i've cried alot last year.
for some reason or another.
but no matter, cause its a new year.

i've thought of being in my cca's EXCO, or kp.
i'm thinking of running for SLB EXCO.
and im thinking if it'll be too much.
or if im good enough.

but i guess i'll just take everything as it comes.
everything has been good, or bad.
and its too late.

regrets or not, we have to move on.
and face the future.
and smile, and just try our best.

and so, happy new year. (: