heyhellohi. its the 74th post. after quite some time. lalala. last post was on christmas eve, which was 6 days ago. :O

ORIENTATION
is taking up alot of my time. ._. going to school almost everyday, but tomorrow and tomorrow tomorrow dont need to. :D cause its the new year. but not everything is done yet. so D: and theres only about 110+ish hours till 6am, on the first day of orientation, when it really starts. and its 2pm right now, so where are the people im meeting. only nerissa is here. :O everyone else, your late! hahahahaha. ok, im not even sure who is supposed to come. and khasim is not replying my message. ._. lalalalalala. so fun. oh wells. im in school now, unless you havent realized yet.

PANTS
i just bought my long pants yesterday. then i tried them today, and i realized i bought them too big. so if i dont wear a belt. they will literally fall. ._. so they look super baggy. D: oh well, good thing is, they probably wont split. at all. :D heh heh. shall look weird. gah.

SICK
i might be falling sick. :O been sneezing the whole morning, and got a bit of a runny nose. and for some reason, these few days im always hungry. though technically that contradicts things. cause when your sick, shouldnt you have a bad appetite? oh well. haha. :D lalala. apparantly denise has banned the orientation comm from eating maggee mee. cause we keep eating. like almost everyday. :O can be for breakfast, lunch or dinner. ho ho ho. so she said we'll be in trouble if she catches us. so, oh well. :D

OH WELL
i keep spamming oh well throughout this post. haha. crazy stuffs. i shall stop now.

I THINK EVERYONE IS EATING NOW. ._.

73! the bus i can take home. :D

CHRISTMAS
is coming soon. really really soon. in 2 and a half hours. :D its christmas eve! at least theres no orientation stuff tomorrow. can stay at home with my beloved family. haha.

ORIENTATION
woohoo. lets see, i'll have to go to school everyday, except tomorrow, 31st, and 1st. :O pretty much everyday i guess. haha. hmm. did the first day of action plan, sent for vetting. weirrrd stuff. needa do media requisition soon. as in, really really soon. oh well. we'll see. my mum understands that i am doing a big event, and thus is not angry that i go out everyday to school. :D woohoo for understanding parents.

I DONT REALLY HAVE MUCH TO POST
so therefore i shall stop after this short post today. :D

lalalala. 72th post! :D

O!
i did it again. i start out almost the same every day. ._. i should find something new. oh well. haha.

SEC 1 REGISTRATION
was. mostly wasting time. HAHA. only the first 2-3 hours then was productive, after that, you only needed a few people. ._. so we basically went out in groups to eat brunch, which i didnt eat. i only drank milk tea! (which by the way the pearl is the smaller one now, which is nicer. :D) im drinking too much milk tea. ._. and i didnt eat breakfast. then cause we were discussing orientation stuffs, i didnt actually eat lunch till 3ish. :O considering how i woke up at 3am, it was quite long. lalalala. overall, was quite fun, but then again, anything with my friends is fun. uh. mostly. haha.

ORIENTATION
is killing me. :O schedule is constantly changing, which is pissing me off, when they say comfirm, then they suddenly change the whole thing. which just screwed up stuff. now mr lui is doing it, so i dont care anymore. i'll just wait for the finished one to come to me, and see how. i realize i've been going to school almost everyday, and for the next 2 weeks, i WILL be going to school practically everyday, more or less. ._. so woohoo. i dont know what we're gonna do about alot of stuff. therefore, me, desiree and jeremiah are going to stay up the whole night (more or less) during SL chalet to do orientation stuff. talk about a good way man. ._. oh! another weird thing is that, whenever me, khasim and whoever get together to do some stuff, to discuss how we're going to edit or do it, like proposal or schedule, somehow i usually end up doing it. which is weird. :O since im sure none of us purposely directs it in anyway. oh well. haha. orientation, orientation. we have something to do everyday, and on our calenders, 4th of jan is marked as DIE! so yeah, whatever. :P

WHIP MAH HAIR
i whip mah hair back and forth. this song is addictive. the kind that will stay in your head, because it has a catchy rhythm, and it isnt that hard to remember. ._." lesson learnt: guys cant have fun, cause you need to have long hair to have fun. how sad. :O

RANDOM CRAP THAT GOES ON, MOST PROBABLY SL STUFF
SLR key is with me! huhuhu. actually its chew's copy,but cause registration need blazer, so i took the key to get the stuff today. so could hang around in SL room, compared to usual in the canteen, which isnt as fun. heh heh. apparantly there are only a few keys in existence, since people borrow the EXCOS keys then lose them. so not all EXCOS have the key. heh. OMG, I HAVE TO REDO THE NOTICEBOARD FOR SLS! its so overdue, i got my idea, but i keep procastinating. gah. D: okay, im bored. so i shall go read a book, and sleep early. :D

just gonna stand there and hear me roar, but thats alright cause im a dinosaur! :D

lalalalala. hmm. 70th. :D

I REALIZED
that i usually start my blog post with hey/hello/hi or lalalala. or some other random crap. :O and there tends to be a smiley somewhere in the first line. heh heh. crazy thingies.

MAH PHONE
my old line is actually still activated, so technically you can still message me, but i dont check that phone very often. so, please please please message me on my new number, unless you dont mind me looking at your message a month late or something. ._. which is hilarious actually. :O in case you think that its a waste of money, i shall explain.

oh, before we start, my iphone is on a DIFFERENT account on m1.

ok, my old number, is bundled with my grandfather's line and my aunt's line. so its 3 lines in 1 account. and M1 has a deal where, if you have 3 lines, you get a 25% discount on all of them! my line cost $25.68, my grandpa's is $25.68, and my aunt's is $201.16 (dont ask me why its so expensive) so all together, we pay $252.52, but with the 25% discount, it would cost $189.39, which is alot cheaper.

lets say i remove my old line, it would be $25.68 + $201.16, with no discount, which would be $226.84.

and out of curiousity, let us calculate how much it would be if i bundled my iphone line, which would be 4 lines, with a 30% discount. which would be $25.68 + $25.68 + $36(iphone) + $201.16, and we pay $288.52, but with a 30% discount, it would cost $201.964, which we shall round down into $201.96.

and you can see, with my line, its cheaper by $37.45 if my line remains, which can be seen by $189.39 vs $226.84. and actually my iphone line would have been cheaper by $23.43 if i bundled it into the other account. :O and you can get this by, $201.96 - $189.39, which would give you $12.57, which is the amount i would pay if i got the 30% discount, vs $36. :O guess i was dumb. but my aunt is a not-so-reliable person that pays on time, and my line has been cut off a few times before. so my mum decided it would be safer under her. so, haha. :D

you can tell how topicless i am, if i decided to take such a huge chunk just for my phone line. ._.

ORIENTATION
i want to whack myself. went through quite a lot of stuff today, and the awesome thing is, i updated the proposal, but it was closed and after we closed it, we realize we didnt save onto the computer, since we had opened it from the email. which is = to no save. which i found out today. so i have to redo the whole thingy. GAH. irritating as heck. D: tomorrow registration, wear blazer whole day, and do other stuff AFTER registration. kill me! nevermind. it'll be over soon. must reach school at 6.30. ._. but i have the SLR key! :D though, its only borrowed, and its chew's key. so if i lose it, i'll die. oh well.

GOODNIGHT PEOPLE.

woohoo. its the 70th post. :D

UPDATE FAIL
for the past few days. sorry for the lack of reading material. i was either out till late, or i was out at night, which is the common time i'll update. its actually more or less the last thing i do before i sleep. :O and i have updated cause i havent updated for a few days and someone reminded me to update. so here i am. :D

SWAT BBQ
was awesome. as per normal. WOOHOO! people say my chicken wings taste nice, and i cook them nicely. :D besides my cooking skills, the kind of fire was important too, so oh well. first time for a bbq that we managed to finish like, all the food. :O except the corn, the corn of course. all in all, i spent $20 on chicken wings, which will be paid by me, and $90 on bbq essentials, which will be repaid! :D $50 of which is already with me. didnt really play many games this time round, but i think it was still good, cause i think just sitting there and talking and eating is good too. i realize that recently almost all the parties i go to i end up bbq-ing. and for quite long. oh well. :O i can cook pretty much most stuff, but i dont like to cook satay. i dont know why. haha. SMALL BLADDER PERSON. xD most people would probably not understand this. inside joke with sherry. :P

CLASS BUFFET
today was awesome. i think zane likes me. later he forget me, for the second time, and that would be sad. oh well. haha. well, sakura is good. but that sakura was at such a weird place. middle of nowhere. haha. food is good, first time to sakura. but my tako balls were all eaten, and i wanted more! D: but i ate like, 7 chawanmushis. which is steamed egg. which is probably alot more egg than im supposed to eat. gah! no egg for the rest of the week. ate tons of random stuff. haha. then we went to plaza sing to talk and just walk around. we watched 2 different programme thingies. toytoy(?) amazon adventure. something like that. and meet and greet yogi bear. toytoy one was hilarious. soldier with tight gold pants make for a big bulge person. hilarious. :D AND THAT AWESOME SPINNING MUSHROOM/CONDOM/JELLYFISH/FLOWER thingy that descended from the top onto the person. yogi bear one was kind of boring. oh well. we were all laughing at the big bulge person. :O i think he should be happy that he was so well endowed. oh well. :D
eventually we settled in at kopitiam, and sat there for over an hour. zane was by now sleeping on zhiyu and qianbong. so i bought a bowl of fishball soup to share with some of them. $4.80 for a big bowl of soup, some fishballs and veggie. :O so we talked randomly, and we ended up playing dai ti in the kopitiam, which was weird. in the end we all scattered and went home. and that was the end.

ORIENTATION
is killer. school is now my second home, even during the holidays, which is just. weirrrd. holidays are weird. oh well. haha. going to school tomorrow, and the day after next, and probably a few more times here and there. oh well. it'll all be over soon. :D

SLB CHALET
will be awesome. hopefully. i shall ignore the black dress code, cause i dont really have alot of black. o_o and therefore i think im going to wear white. and i'm staying overnight. i wonder who else will stay overnight. ): i think i'll bring clothes to shower into at the chalet. probably will shower quickly in the middle of the night or something. :O hmmms. i think i'll end up bbq-ing for abit, but i dont mind, cause i like bbq-ing. linking back to the swatbbq, the smoke from swatbbq made me tear up, like seriously tear until got tears run down my face. :O bad position of me. haha. cant wait for slb chalet! :D

lalala. i think thats all. i shall not ramble on and on and on. :D

woohoo. the 69th post!

Dear 6, Please stop spreading rumors about me eating 9. You shouldn't be talking. I hear you guys do some pretty nasty things.
Sincerely, 7.

and this shall be in celebration of my wonderful 69th post. oh well. ._. on to the normal stuff.

tuition
is interesting. due to random little events that happen. i've had the same tuition teacher for a few years already! :D and i got lost on the way there today. i took the bus, dropped at some weird bus stop, decided to just walk in the general direction, and walked for about 30 minutes. i walked for 10 minutes, decided i was lost, spent another 10 minutes walking aimlessly and the last 10 minutes realizing i could use google maps on my phone to help me find my way. ._. so, i found my way there! luckily i went early, so i arrived just in time. :O when i was leaving my grandpa fetched me, so it was alright. but to amuse you further, while waiting, i felt something on my neck. being the person that i am, i touched it, and thus, i discovered that a red ant about 1 cm big had been on my neck and it had migrated onto my hand when i touched it. also being the awesome person that i am, i proceded to freak out slightly, and whack my hand agaisnt the railing of the steps. being the strong ant, it stayed on. i finally cooled down a little, and flicked it off. and i shall stop amusing you.

cupboard
i finally got around to clearing my cupboard to put my new books in. i spent almost 2 hours. :O i had 1 bag full of paper, 3 bags full of rubbish, and a box full of books. ._. so yeah. and i packed my stuff in, and decided to use the extra space that usually occupied rubbish as my bookshelf. and now it has many storybooks in it. i also saw a spider in it, and thus i panicked and whacked it with a book. whats with the bugs and me today. >:

yesterday
was so yesterday. oh well, started out pessimistically-ish, as you can see in the previous blogpost. but eventually got ok. actually, reading it, i dont think i made alot of sense. i went shopping yesterday. i bought 4 shirts for $89.50. :O its cheaper than my usual. haha. and i want more shirts. and i realize all 4 shirts fit me just nicely. so i'll probably outgrow them next year. outgrow as in i grow too fat and then feel self conscious wearing it. :O but i wonder if i'll grow alot more. i wish to hit 185cm tall. and hopefully lose weight, but thats not happening now. ._. oh well, lets go shopping again people. i like that shop and i want to go back. :D -PRAISE-

orientation
is crazy busy. proposal and schedule redoing are soooo fun. ._. oh well. it'll all be over soon. hope it goes well. i shall stay strong. for now. ._.

DEC
is kind of busy. alot of outings. i cant wait for swat outing and sl chalet. :D i hope all swat people go for the outing though. it just isnt the same without everyone. on that topic, i shall play games. if i can find someoe to be my partner-in-crime. people at last years swat outing should know. LOL. i miss all the senior SLs. woohoo. that means you sherry. :D and others too. once again, we're back to using our blogs to communicate, like the other time. do you remember? :O ok, this isnt really related to DEC. ._.

huixin
be strong! i'll be there for you. dont be sad, cause he isnt suffering anymore. we'll all be there for you. STAY STRONG GIRL! i dont really know what to say, cause i dont really think that words can be that comforting. i would rather hold people and just let them cry or talk or w/e. ._. so, i just hug you the next time i see you. :D

ok. this post is long. compared to normal posts. oh well. (:

i think too long of a holiday without anything to do is bad for you.

i have also realized i've been in quite a depressed mood for the past few days. which was why i didnt really update my blog for the past few days. so yeah.

this holiday has made me feel lonely. could be due to reading books about siblings, watching shows that have close siblings. i've never been close to my sisters. gender difference? years difference? 3 sisters, many years difference. 19,23,27.

we hardly talk. we can, but we dont. not anymore. i guess we just grew apart. but isnt that too early? we drifted almost 8 years ago. you had your friends, i never really had mine. but still we never talked. when we needed something, we would ask. it would be awkward sometimes. but still.

19, near but still too far. 27, a child-like innocence. 23, never close. 14, the odd one. one after, the last, but never stayed, lost to the winds. would you have been my friend, baby brother? the close one i could have had? but its too late now. the clock ticks on, and your already gone.

i've been thinking about my life, about me, the past few days. and i realized i didnt know much about myself. so i thought about it, and realized some little reasons behind some of the things i do the most. some of them are probably common, but some of them are just weird. and some of them just end up hurting more after a while.

dont tell me that we'll stay friends forever.
dont tell me that i have a wonderful life. its good enough, but there are still the little things.
dont tell me that just because i have a big house im rich. you dont know the reasons behind it.
dont tell me that just because my family has a few cars i have a good life.
dont tell me that im pampered, cause its just not true.
dont tell me that you'd wish you were me, when sometimes i wished i was somebody else.
but then again, we'd all just be forgotten eventually. lost to the winds, snatched by ghosts of the past.

but then again, if we think about it too much, it'll only hurt more. so why not just let it go? let it drift away. so then again, i dont care. cause their only words. so go ahead, say them all, not that many people will know. anyway, its the little moments that we show we care that really matter anyway. so, its still worth it. (:

for those people that thought i was happy all the time, this should reveal more to you.

lalalala.

TUITION
is in 45 minutes. and i should be getting maths tuition soon too. ._. so i'll have both maths and chinese tuition. woohoo.

SADISM
i think everybody is a sadist. we laugh at people who are going through bad times. fmylife made me laugh like hell. which is sad. but then again, sometimes its really hilarious. so, oh well.

TOPICS
topics topics topics. give me a topic. ._. i have no topics.

ORIENTATION
is in 20 odd days. i have 5 things on my to-do list. some are relatively easy, but some are harder, such as redoing the proposal. ._. its super messy now. so, sigh. and everything should be done by 16th. i shall proceed with everything after my tuition. gahs. raymond and other advisers have advised not to tank everything. but then again, some stuff you cant really do as a group. ._. so, gah.

I HAVE NOTHING INTERESTING TO POST! D:

heyhellohi
2 topics today. one side random topic and one main topic. :D

the random side topic: my blogskin
what do you think of it? i like it, but i think it looks screwed on IE. ): oh well. i shall just keep it. :D ok. that was short. tell me what you think. :D

the main topic: the lovely word known as "fuck"
i dont get it. personally i dont use "fuck". and i never used it before like june this year. i think. and i only use it when im emotionally distressed.

for example, i am super pissed and/or depressed. which is very rare. actually, i havent used it when im pissed yet. mostly when im depressed, but even then, i've only said it a few times.

compared to some people who cant open their mouth without saying fuck once. few people have heard me say it. once when i got shot by the hot glue gun. and it slipped out. evelyn heard that one. ._.

ok, i understand sometimes theres nothing that can fit except a fuck. and dont think wrong, cause i know it sounds wrong. and i know it sounds wrong cause i think wrong. therefore im telling you not to think wrong. but, if you keep using fuck, then it loses its force.

for example, if you drop a glass and it breaks, you say fuck.
when you lose something, you say fuck.
so what do you do when an elephant falls and drops on your foot, you say fuck.
when you get abducted by aliens and their ufo crashes your house into rubble, you say fuck.
if you use fuck for everything, then it doesnt mean anything anymore.

therefore, i recommend that you use it only in emotionally distressing times or when your going crazy or when nobody can hear you. if your alone and nobody can hear you, you can keep saying fuck to the pillow. i dont care.

but some people dont like hearing the word fuck. so keep it to yourself. personally, i dont have a problem with it, but there are people who do. so shut up, and keep your fucks. thank you very much.

if my topic makes no sense to you, then too bad. :D

heyhellohi

NEW BLOGSKIN
yeehaw. i like this one. but i think it looks screwed on IE and FF. but it looks best in chrome and safari. o_o can you drop me a message if you think it looks weird. cause it looks weird on my comp. ok, i think it looks completely screwed in IE. LOL. fail much. ): but i like this skin. this shall be a temporary one. till i find one that i like. which will take a long long time. this skin only looks good in chrome. ._. oh well. weird weird weird. :D oh. and its not smartphone friendly. ):

INTENSIVE
was wonderful. i loved it. :D super fun. i less than three SLB. and the painting of the SLB board and the camp in general has given me inspiration for the SLB noticeboard design! hohoho. was sad that my thumbprint idea failed though. :O therefore it shall be used to the noticeboard. (: lalala. im have procastinated this for so long. intensive was wonderful, but i shall not go and post some long long post about it. it was just awesome, i loved it, and i think the people who planned it were awesome :D. goodjob to the people who did. dance TTM was my favourite activity though. :O camp is general was awesome, best camp i've been to yet, good for bonding, but tiring though. :O i have been repeating how awesome the camp is. i shall stop now. :D

OUTING
today was good, not too boring. randomed all over the place, have learnt that NEX is still packed, and movie theatre there should book tickets, or buy super early. ._. so oh well. black pepper chicken from KFC is nice. you should try it. :D but for people who dont like black pepper, dont try, cause the taste is kinda strong. actually mostly its on the skin. so up to you. :O

BLOGS
for my seniors in SLB, i only know colins, sherrys and a recently discovered lionel lorks. ._. why are seniors blogs so hard to find. LOL. D:

sorry, few days no post. :O

barbeques
are fun. i spent most of xinying's party barbequeing. :D i barbeque nicely ok. not burnt, not undercooked either. i took almost an hour to cook 2 chicken wings. ._. but they were good, and so not burnt. :D desiree's barbeque was fun, but i didnt barbeque for that one.

games
i have spent $3.98 on 2 apps. ._. i shall. maybe buy more. but not alot more. haha. :D amateur surgeon is fun. so awesome. but somewhat violent and sadistic. :O

i dont actually have anything to post. ._.
oh well. intensive is tomorrow! i have to pack today! i have no poncho. oh well. ._. failed. sad sad sad. haha.

63rd post!

classes
next year are weird. there is 1 triple science class, 2 mixed triple and double science classes, 3 double science classes, and 1 combine. i am in the combine, which is 307. which sounds weird to me. ._. i am alone in my new class! i shall know kaely. haha. :D too late to regret anything now. ok. i will regret it, just not right now. i'll just have to see how my new class is like. haha. maybe i'll be an outcast! :O oh well

meetings
meetings meetings. ._. i think i'm spending alot of time in school recently. haha. orientation takes alot of time yeah. next year shall be interesting. i hope orientation goes well. there is another meeting with chew tomorrow, but only main 6 people. :O actually, i think i would like to be in june camp comm next year, cause i think it'd be interesting to plan a camp, but hard. so i dont know. + i might be an AC facil. so we shall see! ._.

depression
inside shall be drown out with loud music. loud, maxed volume music. so if you see me going around with loud music, dont question it. i think im going to go deaf sooner or later. aaahhh. ._.

lalala. i shall stop here.

heyhellohi.

blogger
i wanted to type on my iphone yesterday, but it failed. ._. oh well. i realize that scroll bars do not exist on iphones. ._. which is fail. my own blog is not iphone friendly. ): are all smartphones like that? oh well

songs
on my iphone are obviously biased. most songs are around 20 plays , or even less than that, depending on how much i like that song. lucifer has 43 plays. :O haha. xD the closest plays is 30. ._. haha. oh wells.

banananana
facebook doesnt like me anymore. my games arent loading. my backyard monsters. whyyyy? D: and my bush whacker. i think im going to get killed in backyard monsters. ._. oh well.

lalalalala. stop.

heyhellohi. its the 74th post. after quite some time. lalala. last post was on christmas eve, which was 6 days ago. :O

ORIENTATION
is taking up alot of my time. ._. going to school almost everyday, but tomorrow and tomorrow tomorrow dont need to. :D cause its the new year. but not everything is done yet. so D: and theres only about 110+ish hours till 6am, on the first day of orientation, when it really starts. and its 2pm right now, so where are the people im meeting. only nerissa is here. :O everyone else, your late! hahahahaha. ok, im not even sure who is supposed to come. and khasim is not replying my message. ._. lalalalalala. so fun. oh wells. im in school now, unless you havent realized yet.

PANTS
i just bought my long pants yesterday. then i tried them today, and i realized i bought them too big. so if i dont wear a belt. they will literally fall. ._. so they look super baggy. D: oh well, good thing is, they probably wont split. at all. :D heh heh. shall look weird. gah.

SICK
i might be falling sick. :O been sneezing the whole morning, and got a bit of a runny nose. and for some reason, these few days im always hungry. though technically that contradicts things. cause when your sick, shouldnt you have a bad appetite? oh well. haha. :D lalala. apparantly denise has banned the orientation comm from eating maggee mee. cause we keep eating. like almost everyday. :O can be for breakfast, lunch or dinner. ho ho ho. so she said we'll be in trouble if she catches us. so, oh well. :D

OH WELL
i keep spamming oh well throughout this post. haha. crazy stuffs. i shall stop now.

I THINK EVERYONE IS EATING NOW. ._.

73! the bus i can take home. :D

CHRISTMAS
is coming soon. really really soon. in 2 and a half hours. :D its christmas eve! at least theres no orientation stuff tomorrow. can stay at home with my beloved family. haha.

ORIENTATION
woohoo. lets see, i'll have to go to school everyday, except tomorrow, 31st, and 1st. :O pretty much everyday i guess. haha. hmm. did the first day of action plan, sent for vetting. weirrrd stuff. needa do media requisition soon. as in, really really soon. oh well. we'll see. my mum understands that i am doing a big event, and thus is not angry that i go out everyday to school. :D woohoo for understanding parents.

I DONT REALLY HAVE MUCH TO POST
so therefore i shall stop after this short post today. :D

lalalala. 72th post! :D

O!
i did it again. i start out almost the same every day. ._. i should find something new. oh well. haha.

SEC 1 REGISTRATION
was. mostly wasting time. HAHA. only the first 2-3 hours then was productive, after that, you only needed a few people. ._. so we basically went out in groups to eat brunch, which i didnt eat. i only drank milk tea! (which by the way the pearl is the smaller one now, which is nicer. :D) im drinking too much milk tea. ._. and i didnt eat breakfast. then cause we were discussing orientation stuffs, i didnt actually eat lunch till 3ish. :O considering how i woke up at 3am, it was quite long. lalalala. overall, was quite fun, but then again, anything with my friends is fun. uh. mostly. haha.

ORIENTATION
is killing me. :O schedule is constantly changing, which is pissing me off, when they say comfirm, then they suddenly change the whole thing. which just screwed up stuff. now mr lui is doing it, so i dont care anymore. i'll just wait for the finished one to come to me, and see how. i realize i've been going to school almost everyday, and for the next 2 weeks, i WILL be going to school practically everyday, more or less. ._. so woohoo. i dont know what we're gonna do about alot of stuff. therefore, me, desiree and jeremiah are going to stay up the whole night (more or less) during SL chalet to do orientation stuff. talk about a good way man. ._. oh! another weird thing is that, whenever me, khasim and whoever get together to do some stuff, to discuss how we're going to edit or do it, like proposal or schedule, somehow i usually end up doing it. which is weird. :O since im sure none of us purposely directs it in anyway. oh well. haha. orientation, orientation. we have something to do everyday, and on our calenders, 4th of jan is marked as DIE! so yeah, whatever. :P

WHIP MAH HAIR
i whip mah hair back and forth. this song is addictive. the kind that will stay in your head, because it has a catchy rhythm, and it isnt that hard to remember. ._." lesson learnt: guys cant have fun, cause you need to have long hair to have fun. how sad. :O

RANDOM CRAP THAT GOES ON, MOST PROBABLY SL STUFF
SLR key is with me! huhuhu. actually its chew's copy,but cause registration need blazer, so i took the key to get the stuff today. so could hang around in SL room, compared to usual in the canteen, which isnt as fun. heh heh. apparantly there are only a few keys in existence, since people borrow the EXCOS keys then lose them. so not all EXCOS have the key. heh. OMG, I HAVE TO REDO THE NOTICEBOARD FOR SLS! its so overdue, i got my idea, but i keep procastinating. gah. D: okay, im bored. so i shall go read a book, and sleep early. :D

just gonna stand there and hear me roar, but thats alright cause im a dinosaur! :D

lalalalala. hmm. 70th. :D

I REALIZED
that i usually start my blog post with hey/hello/hi or lalalala. or some other random crap. :O and there tends to be a smiley somewhere in the first line. heh heh. crazy thingies.

MAH PHONE
my old line is actually still activated, so technically you can still message me, but i dont check that phone very often. so, please please please message me on my new number, unless you dont mind me looking at your message a month late or something. ._. which is hilarious actually. :O in case you think that its a waste of money, i shall explain.

oh, before we start, my iphone is on a DIFFERENT account on m1.

ok, my old number, is bundled with my grandfather's line and my aunt's line. so its 3 lines in 1 account. and M1 has a deal where, if you have 3 lines, you get a 25% discount on all of them! my line cost $25.68, my grandpa's is $25.68, and my aunt's is $201.16 (dont ask me why its so expensive) so all together, we pay $252.52, but with the 25% discount, it would cost $189.39, which is alot cheaper.

lets say i remove my old line, it would be $25.68 + $201.16, with no discount, which would be $226.84.

and out of curiousity, let us calculate how much it would be if i bundled my iphone line, which would be 4 lines, with a 30% discount. which would be $25.68 + $25.68 + $36(iphone) + $201.16, and we pay $288.52, but with a 30% discount, it would cost $201.964, which we shall round down into $201.96.

and you can see, with my line, its cheaper by $37.45 if my line remains, which can be seen by $189.39 vs $226.84. and actually my iphone line would have been cheaper by $23.43 if i bundled it into the other account. :O and you can get this by, $201.96 - $189.39, which would give you $12.57, which is the amount i would pay if i got the 30% discount, vs $36. :O guess i was dumb. but my aunt is a not-so-reliable person that pays on time, and my line has been cut off a few times before. so my mum decided it would be safer under her. so, haha. :D

you can tell how topicless i am, if i decided to take such a huge chunk just for my phone line. ._.

ORIENTATION
i want to whack myself. went through quite a lot of stuff today, and the awesome thing is, i updated the proposal, but it was closed and after we closed it, we realize we didnt save onto the computer, since we had opened it from the email. which is = to no save. which i found out today. so i have to redo the whole thingy. GAH. irritating as heck. D: tomorrow registration, wear blazer whole day, and do other stuff AFTER registration. kill me! nevermind. it'll be over soon. must reach school at 6.30. ._. but i have the SLR key! :D though, its only borrowed, and its chew's key. so if i lose it, i'll die. oh well.

GOODNIGHT PEOPLE.

woohoo. its the 70th post. :D

UPDATE FAIL
for the past few days. sorry for the lack of reading material. i was either out till late, or i was out at night, which is the common time i'll update. its actually more or less the last thing i do before i sleep. :O and i have updated cause i havent updated for a few days and someone reminded me to update. so here i am. :D

SWAT BBQ
was awesome. as per normal. WOOHOO! people say my chicken wings taste nice, and i cook them nicely. :D besides my cooking skills, the kind of fire was important too, so oh well. first time for a bbq that we managed to finish like, all the food. :O except the corn, the corn of course. all in all, i spent $20 on chicken wings, which will be paid by me, and $90 on bbq essentials, which will be repaid! :D $50 of which is already with me. didnt really play many games this time round, but i think it was still good, cause i think just sitting there and talking and eating is good too. i realize that recently almost all the parties i go to i end up bbq-ing. and for quite long. oh well. :O i can cook pretty much most stuff, but i dont like to cook satay. i dont know why. haha. SMALL BLADDER PERSON. xD most people would probably not understand this. inside joke with sherry. :P

CLASS BUFFET
today was awesome. i think zane likes me. later he forget me, for the second time, and that would be sad. oh well. haha. well, sakura is good. but that sakura was at such a weird place. middle of nowhere. haha. food is good, first time to sakura. but my tako balls were all eaten, and i wanted more! D: but i ate like, 7 chawanmushis. which is steamed egg. which is probably alot more egg than im supposed to eat. gah! no egg for the rest of the week. ate tons of random stuff. haha. then we went to plaza sing to talk and just walk around. we watched 2 different programme thingies. toytoy(?) amazon adventure. something like that. and meet and greet yogi bear. toytoy one was hilarious. soldier with tight gold pants make for a big bulge person. hilarious. :D AND THAT AWESOME SPINNING MUSHROOM/CONDOM/JELLYFISH/FLOWER thingy that descended from the top onto the person. yogi bear one was kind of boring. oh well. we were all laughing at the big bulge person. :O i think he should be happy that he was so well endowed. oh well. :D
eventually we settled in at kopitiam, and sat there for over an hour. zane was by now sleeping on zhiyu and qianbong. so i bought a bowl of fishball soup to share with some of them. $4.80 for a big bowl of soup, some fishballs and veggie. :O so we talked randomly, and we ended up playing dai ti in the kopitiam, which was weird. in the end we all scattered and went home. and that was the end.

ORIENTATION
is killer. school is now my second home, even during the holidays, which is just. weirrrd. holidays are weird. oh well. haha. going to school tomorrow, and the day after next, and probably a few more times here and there. oh well. it'll all be over soon. :D

SLB CHALET
will be awesome. hopefully. i shall ignore the black dress code, cause i dont really have alot of black. o_o and therefore i think im going to wear white. and i'm staying overnight. i wonder who else will stay overnight. ): i think i'll bring clothes to shower into at the chalet. probably will shower quickly in the middle of the night or something. :O hmmms. i think i'll end up bbq-ing for abit, but i dont mind, cause i like bbq-ing. linking back to the swatbbq, the smoke from swatbbq made me tear up, like seriously tear until got tears run down my face. :O bad position of me. haha. cant wait for slb chalet! :D

lalala. i think thats all. i shall not ramble on and on and on. :D

woohoo. the 69th post!

Dear 6, Please stop spreading rumors about me eating 9. You shouldn't be talking. I hear you guys do some pretty nasty things.
Sincerely, 7.

and this shall be in celebration of my wonderful 69th post. oh well. ._. on to the normal stuff.

tuition
is interesting. due to random little events that happen. i've had the same tuition teacher for a few years already! :D and i got lost on the way there today. i took the bus, dropped at some weird bus stop, decided to just walk in the general direction, and walked for about 30 minutes. i walked for 10 minutes, decided i was lost, spent another 10 minutes walking aimlessly and the last 10 minutes realizing i could use google maps on my phone to help me find my way. ._. so, i found my way there! luckily i went early, so i arrived just in time. :O when i was leaving my grandpa fetched me, so it was alright. but to amuse you further, while waiting, i felt something on my neck. being the person that i am, i touched it, and thus, i discovered that a red ant about 1 cm big had been on my neck and it had migrated onto my hand when i touched it. also being the awesome person that i am, i proceded to freak out slightly, and whack my hand agaisnt the railing of the steps. being the strong ant, it stayed on. i finally cooled down a little, and flicked it off. and i shall stop amusing you.

cupboard
i finally got around to clearing my cupboard to put my new books in. i spent almost 2 hours. :O i had 1 bag full of paper, 3 bags full of rubbish, and a box full of books. ._. so yeah. and i packed my stuff in, and decided to use the extra space that usually occupied rubbish as my bookshelf. and now it has many storybooks in it. i also saw a spider in it, and thus i panicked and whacked it with a book. whats with the bugs and me today. >:

yesterday
was so yesterday. oh well, started out pessimistically-ish, as you can see in the previous blogpost. but eventually got ok. actually, reading it, i dont think i made alot of sense. i went shopping yesterday. i bought 4 shirts for $89.50. :O its cheaper than my usual. haha. and i want more shirts. and i realize all 4 shirts fit me just nicely. so i'll probably outgrow them next year. outgrow as in i grow too fat and then feel self conscious wearing it. :O but i wonder if i'll grow alot more. i wish to hit 185cm tall. and hopefully lose weight, but thats not happening now. ._. oh well, lets go shopping again people. i like that shop and i want to go back. :D -PRAISE-

orientation
is crazy busy. proposal and schedule redoing are soooo fun. ._. oh well. it'll all be over soon. hope it goes well. i shall stay strong. for now. ._.

DEC
is kind of busy. alot of outings. i cant wait for swat outing and sl chalet. :D i hope all swat people go for the outing though. it just isnt the same without everyone. on that topic, i shall play games. if i can find someoe to be my partner-in-crime. people at last years swat outing should know. LOL. i miss all the senior SLs. woohoo. that means you sherry. :D and others too. once again, we're back to using our blogs to communicate, like the other time. do you remember? :O ok, this isnt really related to DEC. ._.

huixin
be strong! i'll be there for you. dont be sad, cause he isnt suffering anymore. we'll all be there for you. STAY STRONG GIRL! i dont really know what to say, cause i dont really think that words can be that comforting. i would rather hold people and just let them cry or talk or w/e. ._. so, i just hug you the next time i see you. :D

ok. this post is long. compared to normal posts. oh well. (:

i think too long of a holiday without anything to do is bad for you.

i have also realized i've been in quite a depressed mood for the past few days. which was why i didnt really update my blog for the past few days. so yeah.

this holiday has made me feel lonely. could be due to reading books about siblings, watching shows that have close siblings. i've never been close to my sisters. gender difference? years difference? 3 sisters, many years difference. 19,23,27.

we hardly talk. we can, but we dont. not anymore. i guess we just grew apart. but isnt that too early? we drifted almost 8 years ago. you had your friends, i never really had mine. but still we never talked. when we needed something, we would ask. it would be awkward sometimes. but still.

19, near but still too far. 27, a child-like innocence. 23, never close. 14, the odd one. one after, the last, but never stayed, lost to the winds. would you have been my friend, baby brother? the close one i could have had? but its too late now. the clock ticks on, and your already gone.

i've been thinking about my life, about me, the past few days. and i realized i didnt know much about myself. so i thought about it, and realized some little reasons behind some of the things i do the most. some of them are probably common, but some of them are just weird. and some of them just end up hurting more after a while.

dont tell me that we'll stay friends forever.
dont tell me that i have a wonderful life. its good enough, but there are still the little things.
dont tell me that just because i have a big house im rich. you dont know the reasons behind it.
dont tell me that just because my family has a few cars i have a good life.
dont tell me that im pampered, cause its just not true.
dont tell me that you'd wish you were me, when sometimes i wished i was somebody else.
but then again, we'd all just be forgotten eventually. lost to the winds, snatched by ghosts of the past.

but then again, if we think about it too much, it'll only hurt more. so why not just let it go? let it drift away. so then again, i dont care. cause their only words. so go ahead, say them all, not that many people will know. anyway, its the little moments that we show we care that really matter anyway. so, its still worth it. (:

for those people that thought i was happy all the time, this should reveal more to you.

lalalala.

TUITION
is in 45 minutes. and i should be getting maths tuition soon too. ._. so i'll have both maths and chinese tuition. woohoo.

SADISM
i think everybody is a sadist. we laugh at people who are going through bad times. fmylife made me laugh like hell. which is sad. but then again, sometimes its really hilarious. so, oh well.

TOPICS
topics topics topics. give me a topic. ._. i have no topics.

ORIENTATION
is in 20 odd days. i have 5 things on my to-do list. some are relatively easy, but some are harder, such as redoing the proposal. ._. its super messy now. so, sigh. and everything should be done by 16th. i shall proceed with everything after my tuition. gahs. raymond and other advisers have advised not to tank everything. but then again, some stuff you cant really do as a group. ._. so, gah.

I HAVE NOTHING INTERESTING TO POST! D:

heyhellohi
2 topics today. one side random topic and one main topic. :D

the random side topic: my blogskin
what do you think of it? i like it, but i think it looks screwed on IE. ): oh well. i shall just keep it. :D ok. that was short. tell me what you think. :D

the main topic: the lovely word known as "fuck"
i dont get it. personally i dont use "fuck". and i never used it before like june this year. i think. and i only use it when im emotionally distressed.

for example, i am super pissed and/or depressed. which is very rare. actually, i havent used it when im pissed yet. mostly when im depressed, but even then, i've only said it a few times.

compared to some people who cant open their mouth without saying fuck once. few people have heard me say it. once when i got shot by the hot glue gun. and it slipped out. evelyn heard that one. ._.

ok, i understand sometimes theres nothing that can fit except a fuck. and dont think wrong, cause i know it sounds wrong. and i know it sounds wrong cause i think wrong. therefore im telling you not to think wrong. but, if you keep using fuck, then it loses its force.

for example, if you drop a glass and it breaks, you say fuck.
when you lose something, you say fuck.
so what do you do when an elephant falls and drops on your foot, you say fuck.
when you get abducted by aliens and their ufo crashes your house into rubble, you say fuck.
if you use fuck for everything, then it doesnt mean anything anymore.

therefore, i recommend that you use it only in emotionally distressing times or when your going crazy or when nobody can hear you. if your alone and nobody can hear you, you can keep saying fuck to the pillow. i dont care.

but some people dont like hearing the word fuck. so keep it to yourself. personally, i dont have a problem with it, but there are people who do. so shut up, and keep your fucks. thank you very much.

if my topic makes no sense to you, then too bad. :D

heyhellohi

NEW BLOGSKIN
yeehaw. i like this one. but i think it looks screwed on IE and FF. but it looks best in chrome and safari. o_o can you drop me a message if you think it looks weird. cause it looks weird on my comp. ok, i think it looks completely screwed in IE. LOL. fail much. ): but i like this skin. this shall be a temporary one. till i find one that i like. which will take a long long time. this skin only looks good in chrome. ._. oh well. weird weird weird. :D oh. and its not smartphone friendly. ):

INTENSIVE
was wonderful. i loved it. :D super fun. i less than three SLB. and the painting of the SLB board and the camp in general has given me inspiration for the SLB noticeboard design! hohoho. was sad that my thumbprint idea failed though. :O therefore it shall be used to the noticeboard. (: lalala. im have procastinated this for so long. intensive was wonderful, but i shall not go and post some long long post about it. it was just awesome, i loved it, and i think the people who planned it were awesome :D. goodjob to the people who did. dance TTM was my favourite activity though. :O camp is general was awesome, best camp i've been to yet, good for bonding, but tiring though. :O i have been repeating how awesome the camp is. i shall stop now. :D

OUTING
today was good, not too boring. randomed all over the place, have learnt that NEX is still packed, and movie theatre there should book tickets, or buy super early. ._. so oh well. black pepper chicken from KFC is nice. you should try it. :D but for people who dont like black pepper, dont try, cause the taste is kinda strong. actually mostly its on the skin. so up to you. :O

BLOGS
for my seniors in SLB, i only know colins, sherrys and a recently discovered lionel lorks. ._. why are seniors blogs so hard to find. LOL. D:

sorry, few days no post. :O

barbeques
are fun. i spent most of xinying's party barbequeing. :D i barbeque nicely ok. not burnt, not undercooked either. i took almost an hour to cook 2 chicken wings. ._. but they were good, and so not burnt. :D desiree's barbeque was fun, but i didnt barbeque for that one.

games
i have spent $3.98 on 2 apps. ._. i shall. maybe buy more. but not alot more. haha. :D amateur surgeon is fun. so awesome. but somewhat violent and sadistic. :O

i dont actually have anything to post. ._.
oh well. intensive is tomorrow! i have to pack today! i have no poncho. oh well. ._. failed. sad sad sad. haha.

63rd post!

classes
next year are weird. there is 1 triple science class, 2 mixed triple and double science classes, 3 double science classes, and 1 combine. i am in the combine, which is 307. which sounds weird to me. ._. i am alone in my new class! i shall know kaely. haha. :D too late to regret anything now. ok. i will regret it, just not right now. i'll just have to see how my new class is like. haha. maybe i'll be an outcast! :O oh well

meetings
meetings meetings. ._. i think i'm spending alot of time in school recently. haha. orientation takes alot of time yeah. next year shall be interesting. i hope orientation goes well. there is another meeting with chew tomorrow, but only main 6 people. :O actually, i think i would like to be in june camp comm next year, cause i think it'd be interesting to plan a camp, but hard. so i dont know. + i might be an AC facil. so we shall see! ._.

depression
inside shall be drown out with loud music. loud, maxed volume music. so if you see me going around with loud music, dont question it. i think im going to go deaf sooner or later. aaahhh. ._.

lalala. i shall stop here.

heyhellohi.

blogger
i wanted to type on my iphone yesterday, but it failed. ._. oh well. i realize that scroll bars do not exist on iphones. ._. which is fail. my own blog is not iphone friendly. ): are all smartphones like that? oh well

songs
on my iphone are obviously biased. most songs are around 20 plays , or even less than that, depending on how much i like that song. lucifer has 43 plays. :O haha. xD the closest plays is 30. ._. haha. oh wells.

banananana
facebook doesnt like me anymore. my games arent loading. my backyard monsters. whyyyy? D: and my bush whacker. i think im going to get killed in backyard monsters. ._. oh well.

lalalalala. stop.