lalala. 44th post.

i have discovered
that understanding something and feeling about it is completely different. like how you could understand something, but you still feel about it, even when you know its irrational and cant be helped. dont you think life would be easier if we were amoebas? ._.

i likey
kpop. recently i started listening to A LOT of kpop. especially from shinee. hmm. shinee is good. i like their songs. kpop is nice. even though i cant understand. i think the beats are nice. lalalalala. when i get my iphone i shall download tons of songs. (:
WHEN I GET MY IPHONE! ._.

i want
my iphone now. immediately. hmph. was supposed to get it 2 weeks ago. then push off and push off. i want it by this weekend. D: then i can use to listen songs during class chalet. my current phone hard to download songs. ._. so i want a iphone. though i think it would be EASIER. ._. think. bleh. i also want a new dog. a big one. a big fluffy, friendly one. then the house wouldn't be so quiet and lonely anymore. sigh.

i also realize
when im in a bad mood, i look especially in a good mood. which is weird. sometimes i show it, but its not very common. most of the times, i end up looking like i'm on a high. when im actually in a terrible mood. i bottle it too much i guess. which proves my point that i do not express myself easily. so if i tell you i like you or i hate you, i would probably mean it. um. if im not joking. then again, how would you know? :O bad moods are becoming more common. bad mood meaning either kind of irritated ish or depressed. mostly both at the same time. i didn't use to feel like that. teenage blues? maybe. ._.

i also likey
sleep. i understand why my sister slept so much when she was my age last time. sleep feels good. though i still keep a 8 hour sleeping cycle. at least! ._. i've been sleeping later and waking later recently. ._. late-ish as in 10ish. later as in, 7 ish. ._. which is not really a big diff, haha. but i feel like sleeping more in the day though. which is super rare for me. in the past. now i always feel like sleeping. ._. or it could be because im sickish recently. i dont think i actually recovered from the class dinner time. ._. more like, it fades and come back. on and off. grandparents are asking me to go see doctor, but yeah. ._.

ohwell. her whisper is the lucifer. :D in a better mood. saw the person i like today. cause be partly a reason. :D but then again, i mood swing much. :D

lalala. 44th post.

i have discovered
that understanding something and feeling about it is completely different. like how you could understand something, but you still feel about it, even when you know its irrational and cant be helped. dont you think life would be easier if we were amoebas? ._.

i likey
kpop. recently i started listening to A LOT of kpop. especially from shinee. hmm. shinee is good. i like their songs. kpop is nice. even though i cant understand. i think the beats are nice. lalalalala. when i get my iphone i shall download tons of songs. (:
WHEN I GET MY IPHONE! ._.

i want
my iphone now. immediately. hmph. was supposed to get it 2 weeks ago. then push off and push off. i want it by this weekend. D: then i can use to listen songs during class chalet. my current phone hard to download songs. ._. so i want a iphone. though i think it would be EASIER. ._. think. bleh. i also want a new dog. a big one. a big fluffy, friendly one. then the house wouldn't be so quiet and lonely anymore. sigh.

i also realize
when im in a bad mood, i look especially in a good mood. which is weird. sometimes i show it, but its not very common. most of the times, i end up looking like i'm on a high. when im actually in a terrible mood. i bottle it too much i guess. which proves my point that i do not express myself easily. so if i tell you i like you or i hate you, i would probably mean it. um. if im not joking. then again, how would you know? :O bad moods are becoming more common. bad mood meaning either kind of irritated ish or depressed. mostly both at the same time. i didn't use to feel like that. teenage blues? maybe. ._.

i also likey
sleep. i understand why my sister slept so much when she was my age last time. sleep feels good. though i still keep a 8 hour sleeping cycle. at least! ._. i've been sleeping later and waking later recently. ._. late-ish as in 10ish. later as in, 7 ish. ._. which is not really a big diff, haha. but i feel like sleeping more in the day though. which is super rare for me. in the past. now i always feel like sleeping. ._. or it could be because im sickish recently. i dont think i actually recovered from the class dinner time. ._. more like, it fades and come back. on and off. grandparents are asking me to go see doctor, but yeah. ._.

ohwell. her whisper is the lucifer. :D in a better mood. saw the person i like today. cause be partly a reason. :D but then again, i mood swing much. :D