42nd post. i've been in a really bad mood recently. consider yourself warned. i have also decided i dont like this world. this post shall be about stuff that is. something.

i seriously dont get why people are so uptight over celebs getting into relationships and start hating on them. for example, jonghyun and that random girl whose name i dont really know. i seriously dont get it. jonghyun is a normal person too. albeit a famous one. so he should have his own chance at romance. and YOU will definitely not even get to talk to him, let alone get into a relationship. so why do people start hating the person even when you've been saying you support him oh-so-much. hypocrites and liars that just jump onto the bandwagon when the going is good. assholes. SO PEOPLE WHO CLAIM YOU SUPPORT YOUR IDOLS, AND YOU SUDDENLY START HATING CAUSE OF SOME DUMB SCANDAL OR REASON, YOUR A HYPOCRITE AND AN ASSHOLE. that is all. sorry if this has offended you.

i dont like how life shows you the sweeter parts of life, that you realize you cant even taste it, or at most catch another glimpse. you realize, sometimes, no matter how people say to dream big, nothing is impossible. there are things that you simply cannot do. for example, although i kind of really want to be a singer, i highly doubt i'll make it, cause one, i think im ugly. and two, my voice isnt spectacular. in fact, its kind of common. at least. i think it is. so i would most probably not make it. and i dont really want to be anything else. but you see, dreaming big doesnt work all the time. and then. it just doesnt work. so there.

i also wonder, after a rockstar is going out of the famous limelight, what happens to them? do they go back to normal lives? do they just carry on, with enough money to last them a lifetime? for example, when will shinee stop being famous? you cant expect them to be famous till they're 50 or something. they'll probably just fade away after a few years. then what? what will they do? will they just break apart and go their seperate ways? will they be the ones you see in the street, walking around? will the somebody become a nobody again? i wonder.

sigh. cause the forbidden is always the most tempting.

42nd post. i've been in a really bad mood recently. consider yourself warned. i have also decided i dont like this world. this post shall be about stuff that is. something.

i seriously dont get why people are so uptight over celebs getting into relationships and start hating on them. for example, jonghyun and that random girl whose name i dont really know. i seriously dont get it. jonghyun is a normal person too. albeit a famous one. so he should have his own chance at romance. and YOU will definitely not even get to talk to him, let alone get into a relationship. so why do people start hating the person even when you've been saying you support him oh-so-much. hypocrites and liars that just jump onto the bandwagon when the going is good. assholes. SO PEOPLE WHO CLAIM YOU SUPPORT YOUR IDOLS, AND YOU SUDDENLY START HATING CAUSE OF SOME DUMB SCANDAL OR REASON, YOUR A HYPOCRITE AND AN ASSHOLE. that is all. sorry if this has offended you.

i dont like how life shows you the sweeter parts of life, that you realize you cant even taste it, or at most catch another glimpse. you realize, sometimes, no matter how people say to dream big, nothing is impossible. there are things that you simply cannot do. for example, although i kind of really want to be a singer, i highly doubt i'll make it, cause one, i think im ugly. and two, my voice isnt spectacular. in fact, its kind of common. at least. i think it is. so i would most probably not make it. and i dont really want to be anything else. but you see, dreaming big doesnt work all the time. and then. it just doesnt work. so there.

i also wonder, after a rockstar is going out of the famous limelight, what happens to them? do they go back to normal lives? do they just carry on, with enough money to last them a lifetime? for example, when will shinee stop being famous? you cant expect them to be famous till they're 50 or something. they'll probably just fade away after a few years. then what? what will they do? will they just break apart and go their seperate ways? will they be the ones you see in the street, walking around? will the somebody become a nobody again? i wonder.

sigh. cause the forbidden is always the most tempting.