yeah baby tonight
the dj got us falling in love again
so dance dance
like its the last last
night of your life life
imma get you right

ahhh!

i got screwed by all my papers. dont know how to do alot. :O i think i'm going to end up in combined. not a very good thing. not that bad, but not exactly good either, more like despotism last resort. so depressing. oh well. cant do anything bout it now, lit, dnt, science and maths next week, paper 1 for both science and maths. :O weird. i dont likey. oh well.

i just tried cinnamon melts for macdonalds. 2.60 for pieces of soft fluffy pieces of bread like thingy covered with cinnamon and icing. so totally worth it. its DARN NICE! :D kind of sweetish for some people, but i like sweet things, so yeah. (:

bought random sushi too. :O those small roll ones with cucumber or egg or crabmeat kind or whatever kind. :D finished really fast. oh well.

i should stop reading and watching shows like anime or fantasy. you start wishing that all that was real, that the characters existed, not just only in some corner of your mind. you wish that all that could be true and you'd be involved, somehow being there. to wish for the things that are impossible and you will never get. i highly doubt everything is so fairytale like. oh well, it only serves to make people more depressed after awhile, but its addictive you know, like you just cant stop, you want to know more, to understand it, to be involved so much in it. (: or maybe i'm just reading too much into it. oh well.

i'm still moody, so random mood swings are still in effect. halfway through the exam today though, i suddenly realized i was flushed. like literally. usually im kind of a light tan, then underneath arms is like, normal skin. but suddenly it was like, warmish and i was completely reddish.(like cooked lobster! :O) i wonder what happened. maybe i have some disease and im going to die. (?!) hmm. we'll have to see. maybe it was just a one off thing. or maybe i was just too hot. :O oh well.

i realized everyday there will be one word that i will keep using in my posts. todays word apparantly is oh well. ._. i keep using throughout the post, like here and there. oh well. OH LOL. and its completely unconscious one. i just type. i just realize also, the song lyrics that appear in the more recent posts also reflect my emotions of the day. or the general one. hmm. today i was thinking morbid stuff, like last day like that. :O then i was thinking of somebody people. :O oh well.

i feel like staying with sombody else overnight! i dont feel like staying in my own home. it so boring and lonely. ): i wonder if i can save enough money to rent a chalet by myself. :O probably not. oh well. staying alone would be lonely and boring too i guess. oh well.

oh darn. i keep spamming oh well. ._. its subconscious! i swear!

The girl who seemed unbreakable broke, the girl who always laughed cried, the girl who never stop trying finally gave up. She dropped a fake smile as a tear ran down her cheek and she whispered to herself "i can't do this anymore".
yeah. cause this is applicable to everyone. if anyone needs me, i'll be there for you, no matter what. no matter what happens or anyone says, you are beautiful and loved. dont ever forget that.

yeah baby tonight
the dj got us falling in love again
so dance dance
like its the last last
night of your life life
imma get you right

ahhh!

i got screwed by all my papers. dont know how to do alot. :O i think i'm going to end up in combined. not a very good thing. not that bad, but not exactly good either, more like despotism last resort. so depressing. oh well. cant do anything bout it now, lit, dnt, science and maths next week, paper 1 for both science and maths. :O weird. i dont likey. oh well.

i just tried cinnamon melts for macdonalds. 2.60 for pieces of soft fluffy pieces of bread like thingy covered with cinnamon and icing. so totally worth it. its DARN NICE! :D kind of sweetish for some people, but i like sweet things, so yeah. (:

bought random sushi too. :O those small roll ones with cucumber or egg or crabmeat kind or whatever kind. :D finished really fast. oh well.

i should stop reading and watching shows like anime or fantasy. you start wishing that all that was real, that the characters existed, not just only in some corner of your mind. you wish that all that could be true and you'd be involved, somehow being there. to wish for the things that are impossible and you will never get. i highly doubt everything is so fairytale like. oh well, it only serves to make people more depressed after awhile, but its addictive you know, like you just cant stop, you want to know more, to understand it, to be involved so much in it. (: or maybe i'm just reading too much into it. oh well.

i'm still moody, so random mood swings are still in effect. halfway through the exam today though, i suddenly realized i was flushed. like literally. usually im kind of a light tan, then underneath arms is like, normal skin. but suddenly it was like, warmish and i was completely reddish.(like cooked lobster! :O) i wonder what happened. maybe i have some disease and im going to die. (?!) hmm. we'll have to see. maybe it was just a one off thing. or maybe i was just too hot. :O oh well.

i realized everyday there will be one word that i will keep using in my posts. todays word apparantly is oh well. ._. i keep using throughout the post, like here and there. oh well. OH LOL. and its completely unconscious one. i just type. i just realize also, the song lyrics that appear in the more recent posts also reflect my emotions of the day. or the general one. hmm. today i was thinking morbid stuff, like last day like that. :O then i was thinking of somebody people. :O oh well.

i feel like staying with sombody else overnight! i dont feel like staying in my own home. it so boring and lonely. ): i wonder if i can save enough money to rent a chalet by myself. :O probably not. oh well. staying alone would be lonely and boring too i guess. oh well.

oh darn. i keep spamming oh well. ._. its subconscious! i swear!

The girl who seemed unbreakable broke, the girl who always laughed cried, the girl who never stop trying finally gave up. She dropped a fake smile as a tear ran down her cheek and she whispered to herself "i can't do this anymore".
yeah. cause this is applicable to everyone. if anyone needs me, i'll be there for you, no matter what. no matter what happens or anyone says, you are beautiful and loved. dont ever forget that.