somehow
it isnt that sad. i dont think it hit yet. maybe i'll cry overnight at the class chalet. or maybe i'll live in self-denial. still, i will miss this class. epicly loud and annoying class, but somehow still together as one. due to me having the camera, my facebook is getting spammed by notifications after i uploaded the photos. which is why i'm not on facebook right now. tomorrow is class dinner. so weird. i might wear class tee. with a sticky cap. cause its the only cap i have and i havent actually worn it yet. cause im just that bored. and i dont know what else to wear. well, we'll see. (:

my headphones
have officially died. which is like. so sad. now the left side completely no sound. and the right only got sound if you hold the connection at some weird angle. which i cant possibly hold. so i need new earpieces!

iphone4!
i want. but i dont know if my handphone plan is going to end soon. it should end soon, but not sure when. hmm. i should be getting an iphone. unless my mother randomly decides not to give me an iphone. D: but i wants. but we dont always get what we want. so oh well.

i read
a random story. which is depressing but true i guess. it was a fiction on how we as humans, and as the lower ones on the chain of command, how we have no choice but to keep quiet about what bad the uppers do to us. on how the uppers push off work to us, and we have no choice but to accept it with a fake smile and carry on. and also on how a person can be so close to cracking but nobody else notices, even when its so obvious. which makes me think, how often does it apply to all of us. i think it applies to everyone, cause everyone has their own breaking point, and sometime it reaches so close, but nobody ever realizes, and even if they do, you just pretend that everything is fine, and you just say "i'm fine" and the others just move on, accepting it and forgetting about you soon. everyone has their neuroses and i guess we mostly keep it to ourselves. and then i wonder, how long till i break? but then, who knows?

i have matured
apparantly. based on my report book. and i guess its true. i am mature ok! i just dont show it much. and as a standard in most of my comments, they say how i need to find a balance. and oh well. we'll just see.

how lovely
life is. i just realized im a liar. but then again, who isnt. we lie about the small things, and then eventually, you realize that all these small things just kill you eventually. but you realize that you cant stop. and eventually you break.

laughs
to get off the uber serious topic. i went to youtube. and found this. last year video
where katy perry gets her boobs plastered. :O kind of hilarious. and weird. i wonder who bought it. and another more recent but kind of old news video. where katy perry sings on sesame street! :O

i shall end here. so should i wear class tee?

somehow
it isnt that sad. i dont think it hit yet. maybe i'll cry overnight at the class chalet. or maybe i'll live in self-denial. still, i will miss this class. epicly loud and annoying class, but somehow still together as one. due to me having the camera, my facebook is getting spammed by notifications after i uploaded the photos. which is why i'm not on facebook right now. tomorrow is class dinner. so weird. i might wear class tee. with a sticky cap. cause its the only cap i have and i havent actually worn it yet. cause im just that bored. and i dont know what else to wear. well, we'll see. (:

my headphones
have officially died. which is like. so sad. now the left side completely no sound. and the right only got sound if you hold the connection at some weird angle. which i cant possibly hold. so i need new earpieces!

iphone4!
i want. but i dont know if my handphone plan is going to end soon. it should end soon, but not sure when. hmm. i should be getting an iphone. unless my mother randomly decides not to give me an iphone. D: but i wants. but we dont always get what we want. so oh well.

i read
a random story. which is depressing but true i guess. it was a fiction on how we as humans, and as the lower ones on the chain of command, how we have no choice but to keep quiet about what bad the uppers do to us. on how the uppers push off work to us, and we have no choice but to accept it with a fake smile and carry on. and also on how a person can be so close to cracking but nobody else notices, even when its so obvious. which makes me think, how often does it apply to all of us. i think it applies to everyone, cause everyone has their own breaking point, and sometime it reaches so close, but nobody ever realizes, and even if they do, you just pretend that everything is fine, and you just say "i'm fine" and the others just move on, accepting it and forgetting about you soon. everyone has their neuroses and i guess we mostly keep it to ourselves. and then i wonder, how long till i break? but then, who knows?

i have matured
apparantly. based on my report book. and i guess its true. i am mature ok! i just dont show it much. and as a standard in most of my comments, they say how i need to find a balance. and oh well. we'll just see.

how lovely
life is. i just realized im a liar. but then again, who isnt. we lie about the small things, and then eventually, you realize that all these small things just kill you eventually. but you realize that you cant stop. and eventually you break.

laughs
to get off the uber serious topic. i went to youtube. and found this. last year video
where katy perry gets her boobs plastered. :O kind of hilarious. and weird. i wonder who bought it. and another more recent but kind of old news video. where katy perry sings on sesame street! :O

i shall end here. so should i wear class tee?