hello. im doomed.

CHINESE PAPER WAS UBER FAIL. and i dont even really know what i was writing for english compo and compre sucked. so oh well. tomorrow is history. i dont think i can remember everything. and after that is maths. which happens to be one of the most important and my worst subject. ): so that is terribad.

i should study. now. for history. tomorrow. if not i'll fail. and get demoted to 3NA. then my mother will not get me an iphone and she'll be like. i told you so. and i'll be like. crying. and going. its my own fault! D: oh well. if i let myself fall i only have myself to blame.

I THINK THAT HAPPY PEOPLE ARE THE SADDEST! ): they hide sad things behind their smiles. ok. not all but some. i wonder if theres a world sad people day. apparantly not. oh well. one day i'll buy a packet of sticky smileys are go around giving one to every sad person i see. even if i dont know them. i'll probably be seen as psychotic and insane and dangerous and pervertic and probably look like i poisoned the sticky and want to kill them. then they'll call the police and i'll end up in jail just because i wanted to cheer someone up. that would be pathetic. maybe i'll choose a day in the holidays. hmm. :D

I SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE IM SUFFOCATING! orientation hasnt started yet but i think its gonna be hard. like die die hard. which means i have to work super hard for it. it probably helps that sec 2 batch friends are gonna be in comm. which means i'll work harder. im human, i biased too ok? :D and i have just apparently been randomly picked for week 7 announcement duty. which i am not happy about! i shall forget the pledge and creed and go hide under a rock for the rest of my life and cry. cause it'll be terrible. i had a P(announcement duty)=1/24 chance and i got it. WHYYYY. WHYYYYY. if i were that lucky i would have won all my lucky spins already. D: darn it.

im getting addicted to some stories and i cant stop reading. and i should be studying instead of reading these. what good does it do. I CANT HAVE THAT KIND OF LOVE. HOW DO PEOPLE FIND SOMEONE THAT LIKES THEM AS WELL AS YOU LIKE THEM!

i am convinced i have an old man's soul. or a middle age man's. i want to move out. i want to wake up with someone in my arms! not sexual lah. i just want the warmth of somebody cannot is it. i just realized this writing style isnt really me. hmmm. i wish i was 25 or something and in a relationship. and lived by myself. in some little cozy flat. or a bungalow. or a mansion. or a villa. or a cardboard box somewhere. D:

i am ranting. i am going into an insane mood. because of recent emotional status and announcement duty information. NOOO. this is week what. 3? D:4 more weeks?terrible. im going to take a piece of paper, write the pledge and student creed on it and hide it in the announcement book. then i'll look professional! and i just disclosed it to you so i'll look pathetic and lousy. how sad. oh well.

I CRAVE SOMETHING. or somebody. (: yes people, in case you havent noticed by now, i have somebody i like. for a long time. and no, you will not find out. (:

lalalalala. i think im going crazy. mood swings. get on the floor, baby lose control. IM GOING TO FAIL MY HISTORY. i crave something to distract me. guh. im distracted enough. i've been in fluttery moods. good moods randomly and then becoming sad. i dont like lonely things. thats why my stuff is always with something else. (: like now my history textbook is making friends with my laptop cloth and my tie is making friends with my wallet and house keys. and my phone and cup is making friends. :D and my bag is lying on top of a true singapore ghost stories 7. hmm? oh well. maybe my bag likes ghost stories. :D

I SWEAR I WILL STUDY MY HISTORY. sooner or later. either tonight, or i'll wake up at 4 to study. :D i've always managed to get through. somehow. or maybe my luck is going to run out. like seeing how i ended up on announcement duty when i prayed not to get it. DARN! D:

i just realized how this post is completely unorganized and messy and makes no sense at all. oh well. blame it on my current moods. im going insane~

ITS A BRITNEY SPEARS SEX RIOT!

hello. im doomed.

CHINESE PAPER WAS UBER FAIL. and i dont even really know what i was writing for english compo and compre sucked. so oh well. tomorrow is history. i dont think i can remember everything. and after that is maths. which happens to be one of the most important and my worst subject. ): so that is terribad.

i should study. now. for history. tomorrow. if not i'll fail. and get demoted to 3NA. then my mother will not get me an iphone and she'll be like. i told you so. and i'll be like. crying. and going. its my own fault! D: oh well. if i let myself fall i only have myself to blame.

I THINK THAT HAPPY PEOPLE ARE THE SADDEST! ): they hide sad things behind their smiles. ok. not all but some. i wonder if theres a world sad people day. apparantly not. oh well. one day i'll buy a packet of sticky smileys are go around giving one to every sad person i see. even if i dont know them. i'll probably be seen as psychotic and insane and dangerous and pervertic and probably look like i poisoned the sticky and want to kill them. then they'll call the police and i'll end up in jail just because i wanted to cheer someone up. that would be pathetic. maybe i'll choose a day in the holidays. hmm. :D

I SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE IM SUFFOCATING! orientation hasnt started yet but i think its gonna be hard. like die die hard. which means i have to work super hard for it. it probably helps that sec 2 batch friends are gonna be in comm. which means i'll work harder. im human, i biased too ok? :D and i have just apparently been randomly picked for week 7 announcement duty. which i am not happy about! i shall forget the pledge and creed and go hide under a rock for the rest of my life and cry. cause it'll be terrible. i had a P(announcement duty)=1/24 chance and i got it. WHYYYY. WHYYYYY. if i were that lucky i would have won all my lucky spins already. D: darn it.

im getting addicted to some stories and i cant stop reading. and i should be studying instead of reading these. what good does it do. I CANT HAVE THAT KIND OF LOVE. HOW DO PEOPLE FIND SOMEONE THAT LIKES THEM AS WELL AS YOU LIKE THEM!

i am convinced i have an old man's soul. or a middle age man's. i want to move out. i want to wake up with someone in my arms! not sexual lah. i just want the warmth of somebody cannot is it. i just realized this writing style isnt really me. hmmm. i wish i was 25 or something and in a relationship. and lived by myself. in some little cozy flat. or a bungalow. or a mansion. or a villa. or a cardboard box somewhere. D:

i am ranting. i am going into an insane mood. because of recent emotional status and announcement duty information. NOOO. this is week what. 3? D:4 more weeks?terrible. im going to take a piece of paper, write the pledge and student creed on it and hide it in the announcement book. then i'll look professional! and i just disclosed it to you so i'll look pathetic and lousy. how sad. oh well.

I CRAVE SOMETHING. or somebody. (: yes people, in case you havent noticed by now, i have somebody i like. for a long time. and no, you will not find out. (:

lalalalala. i think im going crazy. mood swings. get on the floor, baby lose control. IM GOING TO FAIL MY HISTORY. i crave something to distract me. guh. im distracted enough. i've been in fluttery moods. good moods randomly and then becoming sad. i dont like lonely things. thats why my stuff is always with something else. (: like now my history textbook is making friends with my laptop cloth and my tie is making friends with my wallet and house keys. and my phone and cup is making friends. :D and my bag is lying on top of a true singapore ghost stories 7. hmm? oh well. maybe my bag likes ghost stories. :D

I SWEAR I WILL STUDY MY HISTORY. sooner or later. either tonight, or i'll wake up at 4 to study. :D i've always managed to get through. somehow. or maybe my luck is going to run out. like seeing how i ended up on announcement duty when i prayed not to get it. DARN! D:

i just realized how this post is completely unorganized and messy and makes no sense at all. oh well. blame it on my current moods. im going insane~

ITS A BRITNEY SPEARS SEX RIOT!