hello world. its 21/10/2010. 20/10/2010 is gone like the wind.

sometimes you wonder how the time went by, and then you realize you cant even remember much of the time that has passed. it makes you want to think, how did i spend all the time? was none of it memorable? of course, you remember the little bits of pieces, but you cant remember the order in which they happen and then everything just runs together to become one big memory. which is sad. do you have a special person that you remember moments with? do you have a person you want to spend time with? treasure it. it's not gonna last.

i have no idea why im sitting in the dark and thinking such sombre thoughts. i'm probably killing my eyes doing this, not that their not already killed enough. im going to go blind. so much for seeing the world. i think. i'll move on to happier topics.

i spent about 3 hours drawing today. just this one character from fairy tail, jellal. he doesn't really look like jellal. he looks like a completely different character. ok. not completely different, but not really recognizable. but its not too bad i guess. considering how i've never really learnt how to draw characters and this is my first attempt. kind of. i may consider touching up in school if i get too bored. im not really satisfied with it i guess. but i can't do it till those perfect kinds of sketches some people do. i might pick up drawing in my free time, like copying different anime characters i like. we'll see. i think i'll stick to face drawings. too lazy and time comsuming to draw the whole body. and i cant draw the body properly either. i cant draw the limbs properly. i cant really draw eyes either. not very nice. uneven! D: so depressing. oh well.

i've finished my sticky. well, most of it. left only a bit, like 10 pieces left. i might go refill my jar, but its so far away. maybe i'll get someone to refill it for me. hmm. i think this post is dragging on. im trying to think of stuff to write. cant really think of anything more.

so the end. goodnight.

hello world. its 21/10/2010. 20/10/2010 is gone like the wind.

sometimes you wonder how the time went by, and then you realize you cant even remember much of the time that has passed. it makes you want to think, how did i spend all the time? was none of it memorable? of course, you remember the little bits of pieces, but you cant remember the order in which they happen and then everything just runs together to become one big memory. which is sad. do you have a special person that you remember moments with? do you have a person you want to spend time with? treasure it. it's not gonna last.

i have no idea why im sitting in the dark and thinking such sombre thoughts. i'm probably killing my eyes doing this, not that their not already killed enough. im going to go blind. so much for seeing the world. i think. i'll move on to happier topics.

i spent about 3 hours drawing today. just this one character from fairy tail, jellal. he doesn't really look like jellal. he looks like a completely different character. ok. not completely different, but not really recognizable. but its not too bad i guess. considering how i've never really learnt how to draw characters and this is my first attempt. kind of. i may consider touching up in school if i get too bored. im not really satisfied with it i guess. but i can't do it till those perfect kinds of sketches some people do. i might pick up drawing in my free time, like copying different anime characters i like. we'll see. i think i'll stick to face drawings. too lazy and time comsuming to draw the whole body. and i cant draw the body properly either. i cant draw the limbs properly. i cant really draw eyes either. not very nice. uneven! D: so depressing. oh well.

i've finished my sticky. well, most of it. left only a bit, like 10 pieces left. i might go refill my jar, but its so far away. maybe i'll get someone to refill it for me. hmm. i think this post is dragging on. im trying to think of stuff to write. cant really think of anything more.

so the end. goodnight.