topic 1 shall be interesting, but topic 2 will be slightly depressing and filled with my ranting. so if you dont want to read some weird depressing rant, skip topic 2 please. besides, i apologize for missing yesterday's post. :O you will see it linked to topic 1.

topic 1: strings!
so apparantly, cause there was a huge ball of twine passing around yesterday, some of us cut cut cut, then make friendship bands, :O i learnt how to make one yesterday. quite easy i guess. i was doing the slow method, then i experimented till i got the fast way! :D but i didnt realize how to do square until today. i want to experiment more but no more string! :O yeah. made quite a few. the reason i missed a day was because i was tying the friendship bands for a few friends. :O if you got it, congratulations? ._. oh well. spent an hour on each. around there. now abit faster though! :O time comsuming, but fun and nice. i shall try to find more strings. :D

topic 2: rant!
as said earlier, if you dont want to read a rant, move on! i guess recently i feel depressed on and off lah. my dog died recently and i loved the little dog. and recently i guess i feel depressed over my friends lah. i guess, and im not blaming you, but i feel like your purposely ignoring me. i dont know why. but i just feel like you avoid me. i also think that well, you only approach me when you need help. i dont just want to be someone there when you need help. im a person too. im a normal guy. i dont like feeling ignored and unwanted. and i feel sad cause i dont really know where i stand with you. i treat you as a best friend, but i seriously dont know what i am to you. am i just a normal friend? or just someone you can just grab when you need help? i dont know why, but its starting to feel awkward between us. i dont want this to happen, i dont want a perfectly good friendship to be lost. but i dont even think you know what your doing to me. i want to approach you, but i'm scared i'll just make things worse. i highly even doubt you'll ever see this. so yeah. this is only applicable to one person, and im not naming you. if you know who you are, then im sorry if you think im wrong. but i just needed to get this off my chest. so yeah. i dont want to lose you.

topic 1 shall be interesting, but topic 2 will be slightly depressing and filled with my ranting. so if you dont want to read some weird depressing rant, skip topic 2 please. besides, i apologize for missing yesterday's post. :O you will see it linked to topic 1.

topic 1: strings!
so apparantly, cause there was a huge ball of twine passing around yesterday, some of us cut cut cut, then make friendship bands, :O i learnt how to make one yesterday. quite easy i guess. i was doing the slow method, then i experimented till i got the fast way! :D but i didnt realize how to do square until today. i want to experiment more but no more string! :O yeah. made quite a few. the reason i missed a day was because i was tying the friendship bands for a few friends. :O if you got it, congratulations? ._. oh well. spent an hour on each. around there. now abit faster though! :O time comsuming, but fun and nice. i shall try to find more strings. :D

topic 2: rant!
as said earlier, if you dont want to read a rant, move on! i guess recently i feel depressed on and off lah. my dog died recently and i loved the little dog. and recently i guess i feel depressed over my friends lah. i guess, and im not blaming you, but i feel like your purposely ignoring me. i dont know why. but i just feel like you avoid me. i also think that well, you only approach me when you need help. i dont just want to be someone there when you need help. im a person too. im a normal guy. i dont like feeling ignored and unwanted. and i feel sad cause i dont really know where i stand with you. i treat you as a best friend, but i seriously dont know what i am to you. am i just a normal friend? or just someone you can just grab when you need help? i dont know why, but its starting to feel awkward between us. i dont want this to happen, i dont want a perfectly good friendship to be lost. but i dont even think you know what your doing to me. i want to approach you, but i'm scared i'll just make things worse. i highly even doubt you'll ever see this. so yeah. this is only applicable to one person, and im not naming you. if you know who you are, then im sorry if you think im wrong. but i just needed to get this off my chest. so yeah. i dont want to lose you.