Wednesday, September 29, 2010
today was not a good day.
IT was retarded. did redundant and useless things. and wasted time.
history was retardeded. terrible. I SCORED 13/20 FOR MY TEST. which wasnt that terrible considering i didnt study but is terrible.
i managed to get full marks for random bio quiz. which was interesting. which i didnt study for again.
oral was fail. COMPLETELY NO LINK PASSAGE AND QUESTIONS. SO RETARDED. i didnt even know what to say.
drama is our class. what starts with a chicken did not end with a chicken. if only it was that easy. isnt it so obvious that it didnt actually work. isnt it frickin obvious that its not really going to improve. even if it appears to improve. isnt it just pretend. its so superficial. are we just going to settle for it? WHAT FRICKIN HAPPENED TO BONDEDNESS LAH. so much for one class. isnt it all of us wanted? what the hell is this ok.
I DONT WANT TO CRY ANYMORE. FUCK THIS.
IT was retarded. did redundant and useless things. and wasted time.
history was retardeded. terrible. I SCORED 13/20 FOR MY TEST. which wasnt that terrible considering i didnt study but is terrible.
i managed to get full marks for random bio quiz. which was interesting. which i didnt study for again.
oral was fail. COMPLETELY NO LINK PASSAGE AND QUESTIONS. SO RETARDED. i didnt even know what to say.
drama is our class. what starts with a chicken did not end with a chicken. if only it was that easy. isnt it so obvious that it didnt actually work. isnt it frickin obvious that its not really going to improve. even if it appears to improve. isnt it just pretend. its so superficial. are we just going to settle for it? WHAT FRICKIN HAPPENED TO BONDEDNESS LAH. so much for one class. isnt it all of us wanted? what the hell is this ok.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
HELLO~ 17th post. :O once again, not topicful, but organized! :D
I GOT GROSSED OUT BY A VIDEO. an uber disgusting video. this woman with huge boobs, she went onto the plane, and her boobs expanded and exploded. bloodily. and she died. and red strings of something flew out. i do not want to know what it is. oh, its due to cheapskate plastic surgery, and wanting overly huge boobs. which is dangerous. HERE is a link. not the best, but cant find. i got uber grossed out and felt like puking. unless you want to see something kind of bloody and gross, such as someones boobs exploding, dont watch it. disgusting.
tomorrow is english oral. im first and i got DORA LEE. OMG. im so doomed. haha. easy topic please? :D we'll just have to see. im afraid. but i'll probably finish like, 3ish. latest 3.30ish? :D shall go random places with friends after that. around school. haha. like last time!
we has discovered there is only one real clique in my class. hmm. the rest are kind of cliques, but all interchangeable people and is actually subgroups of the one big group called 204 other than that clique. :O if i offend anyone, im sorry, cause this is just my own thoughts lah! and i wonder how i stand in some peoples eyes. i feel like asking, but will abit awkward leh. so i wont ask! ._. oh well. SO CLASS IS STILL SPLIT. COME ON 204! WHAT HAPPENED TO UNITY. ok. perfect unity is kind of impossible to achieve and i think its quite good already. compared to early this year. haha! I LOVE YOU 204! :D
glee is tomorrow i guess. D: CANT WAIT FOR IT!
I AM STILL GROSSED OUT BY EXPLODING BOOBS. OH MY GOD.
TOO HIGH, CANT COME DOWN, CANT GET THIS IMAGE OUT OF MY HEAD! D:
I GOT GROSSED OUT BY A VIDEO. an uber disgusting video. this woman with huge boobs, she went onto the plane, and her boobs expanded and exploded. bloodily. and she died. and red strings of something flew out. i do not want to know what it is. oh, its due to cheapskate plastic surgery, and wanting overly huge boobs. which is dangerous. HERE is a link. not the best, but cant find. i got uber grossed out and felt like puking. unless you want to see something kind of bloody and gross, such as someones boobs exploding, dont watch it. disgusting.
tomorrow is english oral. im first and i got DORA LEE. OMG. im so doomed. haha. easy topic please? :D we'll just have to see. im afraid. but i'll probably finish like, 3ish. latest 3.30ish? :D shall go random places with friends after that. around school. haha. like last time!
we has discovered there is only one real clique in my class. hmm. the rest are kind of cliques, but all interchangeable people and is actually subgroups of the one big group called 204 other than that clique. :O if i offend anyone, im sorry, cause this is just my own thoughts lah! and i wonder how i stand in some peoples eyes. i feel like asking, but will abit awkward leh. so i wont ask! ._. oh well. SO CLASS IS STILL SPLIT. COME ON 204! WHAT HAPPENED TO UNITY. ok. perfect unity is kind of impossible to achieve and i think its quite good already. compared to early this year. haha! I LOVE YOU 204! :D
glee is tomorrow i guess. D: CANT WAIT FOR IT!
I AM STILL GROSSED OUT BY EXPLODING BOOBS. OH MY GOD.
TOO HIGH, CANT COME DOWN, CANT GET THIS IMAGE OUT OF MY HEAD! D:
Monday, September 27, 2010
random is good! and so today shall have no topic. actually. i think topicless like easier to write. but got topic easier for you to read. easier to organize also. ahh. whatever. haha. this shall be an all over random post! i shall bring my laptop and a movie tomorrow. and watch after school! :D here is a link. i watched this when i was 7 OK! gave me nightmares. shall watch it again tomorrow. LOL. if i can find the disk. :D in case you havent noticed. its M18 for violence. which is. yeah. screams and death. so yeah. uh huh. today was fun! :D i have no idea why. oh. actually not so fun. during PE, or the start of it, i had random chests pains, was breathless, had a headache and my vision greyed. so yeah. kind of freaky. so i didnt do anything for PE. last session of handball too. oh well. then had random stuff. after school i helped some random people annotate the poem, which i didnt even look at it before. QUITE GOOD OKAY! but darn irritating when i keep getting interupted by other people. ._. oh well. i cant think of anything to post now. hmm. GLEE EPISODE 2 TOMORROW! 8PM! FOX! i got episode 1 from david. i cant find anything to play it. WTH?! oh well. goodnight.
BABY I LIKE IT!
BABY I LIKE IT!
Sunday, September 26, 2010
HELLO! :D
topic 1: GLEE
im addicted to glee. i love all the new songs. :D i keep listening to THIS. go britney. CANT WAIT FOR TUESDAY. anyone know what time it is? ._. i have no idea. GAH. next episode looks SUPER EPIC. :D
topic 2: CLASS CHALET
another thing i cant wait for! november. it seems so far away. our last year together! I'LL DRAW ON YOU IF YOU SLEEP! :D though. i think i'll fall asleep myself. oh well. it shall be fun! :D STAY OVERNIGHT PEOPLE! ITS JUST ONE NIGHT!
topic 3: weekend
i did nothing at all for my weekend. at least. nothing that had any purpose. :O though. im starting to watch naruto. im trying to decide whether to watch or not. hmm. thoughts any anime watchers out there?
topic 4: PUZZLE
yay. going to buy a 1k puzzle of bleach for khasim. if i can find. anyone wanna chip in? :D
THE END! :D
topic 1: GLEE
im addicted to glee. i love all the new songs. :D i keep listening to THIS. go britney. CANT WAIT FOR TUESDAY. anyone know what time it is? ._. i have no idea. GAH. next episode looks SUPER EPIC. :D
topic 2: CLASS CHALET
another thing i cant wait for! november. it seems so far away. our last year together! I'LL DRAW ON YOU IF YOU SLEEP! :D though. i think i'll fall asleep myself. oh well. it shall be fun! :D STAY OVERNIGHT PEOPLE! ITS JUST ONE NIGHT!
topic 3: weekend
i did nothing at all for my weekend. at least. nothing that had any purpose. :O though. im starting to watch naruto. im trying to decide whether to watch or not. hmm. thoughts any anime watchers out there?
topic 4: PUZZLE
yay. going to buy a 1k puzzle of bleach for khasim. if i can find. anyone wanna chip in? :D
THE END! :D
Friday, September 24, 2010
topic 1: sorry!
SORRY! for the not posting of the past 2 days. i think. ._. yeah. 2 days. cause the first day, i was searching to find episode 1 of glee season 2! :D then the second day i was rushing stuff. so yeah! i might not make this into a everyday blog though. i will try, but at least 3 days 1 post. :O
topic2: GLEE!
yay. glee season 2 is out! :D managed to find the first episode, but quality not that good. still, good! cant wait for next week. rachel is still a bitch though. i like the telephone cover by rachel and sunshine though. i think the songs covered were okayish. i wonder if sunshine will really stay on in VA. hmm. if both her and rachel were together, killer combo? :O or just alot of fighting. hmm.
topic 3: work
at least i finished my DNT. i think the model is damn ugly though. but people say still ok. so we'll see. i screwed up maths test, at least not counted. (: i've come home late everyday recently, like 6+ everyday. and im not actually doing anything productive. havent touched my books at all. sigh. D:
OH WELL, JIAYOU FOR EOY EVERYONE! :D
SORRY! for the not posting of the past 2 days. i think. ._. yeah. 2 days. cause the first day, i was searching to find episode 1 of glee season 2! :D then the second day i was rushing stuff. so yeah! i might not make this into a everyday blog though. i will try, but at least 3 days 1 post. :O
topic2: GLEE!
yay. glee season 2 is out! :D managed to find the first episode, but quality not that good. still, good! cant wait for next week. rachel is still a bitch though. i like the telephone cover by rachel and sunshine though. i think the songs covered were okayish. i wonder if sunshine will really stay on in VA. hmm. if both her and rachel were together, killer combo? :O or just alot of fighting. hmm.
topic 3: work
at least i finished my DNT. i think the model is damn ugly though. but people say still ok. so we'll see. i screwed up maths test, at least not counted. (: i've come home late everyday recently, like 6+ everyday. and im not actually doing anything productive. havent touched my books at all. sigh. D:
OH WELL, JIAYOU FOR EOY EVERYONE! :D
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
topic 1: 13
hmm. this is interesting. apparantly theres 13 more days to EOY. and i scored 13/20 for my random physics quiz. and so did huixin. and so did germaine. :O and i stoned just now for approximately 13 minutes. hmmm. ._. and i just remembered, HUIFENG. YOUR BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 13TH OF MARCH! :D and apparantly the next 13th friday is going to be may i think. :D i still dont believe that 13 is a bad luck number ok! oh well. NEXT!
topic 2: revision
i havent actually started on my revision. 13 days left! how? ok. i should study etc etc, so i can get ideal grades to get into my desired combination. which is :
double science, i have no idea physics or bio. we'll see.
SS/geog. no hist for me! :D
englishlit! i like lit. (:
although some people say lit at sec 3 lvl is hard. hmm. ._. we'll see. whats your opinions, any old people out there? :D
topic 3: tomorrow
i dont like tomorrow and like tomorrow! theres ART! and i havent done my reflection. WHAT THE HECK ARE WE SUPPOSED TO WRITE?! ._. and my mask is ugly. blend until get uglier and uglier. who cares anyway. ): and theres weird stuff tomorrow. but i like cause of got IT! can slack. and can skip a little of cca. HAHA
topic 4: video
have to help film random unglam vid of me talking about random crap. BLEHS. at least this gives me an excuse to skip some of cca. :D THANKS LEEFY!
topic 5: randoms
just gonna spam randoms here. I LIKE LOLLIPOPS! BIG ONES! YAY. :D SHALL BRING BIG LOLLIPOP TO SCHOOL TOMORROW! YIPPEE. blasting songs in my ears now. which im starting to do more commonly. am i going to go deaf? D: i think im getting more depressed as days pass. i have no idea. WHICH I'LL SHOW YOU. HAPPY PEOPLE ARE DEPRESSED! we just dont show it. (: oh well. im not suicidal or anything. yet. :O hopefully i wont reach that stage. i wonder what having split personalities would be like. hmm. oh, when im depressed i blast music. OH I SEE THE LINK NOW. because im getting depressed more commonly, blasting music is becoming more common too. (: i wonder what people think of me. am i a nice person? have i hurt anyone? ._. oh well. THE END! :D
hmm. this is interesting. apparantly theres 13 more days to EOY. and i scored 13/20 for my random physics quiz. and so did huixin. and so did germaine. :O and i stoned just now for approximately 13 minutes. hmmm. ._. and i just remembered, HUIFENG. YOUR BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 13TH OF MARCH! :D and apparantly the next 13th friday is going to be may i think. :D i still dont believe that 13 is a bad luck number ok! oh well. NEXT!
topic 2: revision
i havent actually started on my revision. 13 days left! how? ok. i should study etc etc, so i can get ideal grades to get into my desired combination. which is :
double science, i have no idea physics or bio. we'll see.
SS/geog. no hist for me! :D
englishlit! i like lit. (:
although some people say lit at sec 3 lvl is hard. hmm. ._. we'll see. whats your opinions, any old people out there? :D
topic 3: tomorrow
i dont like tomorrow and like tomorrow! theres ART! and i havent done my reflection. WHAT THE HECK ARE WE SUPPOSED TO WRITE?! ._. and my mask is ugly. blend until get uglier and uglier. who cares anyway. ): and theres weird stuff tomorrow. but i like cause of got IT! can slack. and can skip a little of cca. HAHA
topic 4: video
have to help film random unglam vid of me talking about random crap. BLEHS. at least this gives me an excuse to skip some of cca. :D THANKS LEEFY!
topic 5: randoms
just gonna spam randoms here. I LIKE LOLLIPOPS! BIG ONES! YAY. :D SHALL BRING BIG LOLLIPOP TO SCHOOL TOMORROW! YIPPEE. blasting songs in my ears now. which im starting to do more commonly. am i going to go deaf? D: i think im getting more depressed as days pass. i have no idea. WHICH I'LL SHOW YOU. HAPPY PEOPLE ARE DEPRESSED! we just dont show it. (: oh well. im not suicidal or anything. yet. :O hopefully i wont reach that stage. i wonder what having split personalities would be like. hmm. oh, when im depressed i blast music. OH I SEE THE LINK NOW. because im getting depressed more commonly, blasting music is becoming more common too. (: i wonder what people think of me. am i a nice person? have i hurt anyone? ._. oh well. THE END! :D
Monday, September 20, 2010
topic 1: the adventures of penis and vagina!
if you dont like sick stuff, skip this, but i think its hilarious.
Episode 1
Episode 2
Clitus
Yep. hilarious stuff. kind of educational, and hilarious. (:
topic 2: wasting
i should seriously stop wasting time. :O wasting my life in school. oh well. at least its in school, compared to somewhere outside, with bad company. :D haha. i have a physics test tomorrow, ._. i dont even know what is being tested. OMG. hehe. oh well. did not do chinese homework, as per normal. (:
topic 3: khasim
HELLO! you should be happy, dedicate a topic to you. ._. cause i feel guilty that i did not really get a present to you, i shall copy xianghao. actually i thought about it, but i kept delaying until never buy. haha. i shall find a BLEACH puzzle, big one then make for you. (: i wonder when i can give it to you. ._. i'll probably delay till next year or something. LOL. oh well. happy waiting!
topic 4: paint
hello jia wen, will you see this? today was epic. paint got into your eye. QIXUAN! BE MORE CAREFUL WITH PAINT. LOL. from red to blue. so scary. ._. you totally freaked us out. oh well. at least nothing went wrong. (:
topic 5: penknives
are fun! :O umm, i dont cut myself fyi. ._. i just think their fun. like, dont cut lah. but fun to use etc etc. :O khasim is paranoid that i'll play with one and cut myself. :O i wont. (:
and there are 5 topic today! :O
if you dont like sick stuff, skip this, but i think its hilarious.
Episode 1
Episode 2
Clitus
Yep. hilarious stuff. kind of educational, and hilarious. (:
topic 2: wasting
i should seriously stop wasting time. :O wasting my life in school. oh well. at least its in school, compared to somewhere outside, with bad company. :D haha. i have a physics test tomorrow, ._. i dont even know what is being tested. OMG. hehe. oh well. did not do chinese homework, as per normal. (:
topic 3: khasim
HELLO! you should be happy, dedicate a topic to you. ._. cause i feel guilty that i did not really get a present to you, i shall copy xianghao. actually i thought about it, but i kept delaying until never buy. haha. i shall find a BLEACH puzzle, big one then make for you. (: i wonder when i can give it to you. ._. i'll probably delay till next year or something. LOL. oh well. happy waiting!
topic 4: paint
hello jia wen, will you see this? today was epic. paint got into your eye. QIXUAN! BE MORE CAREFUL WITH PAINT. LOL. from red to blue. so scary. ._. you totally freaked us out. oh well. at least nothing went wrong. (:
topic 5: penknives
are fun! :O umm, i dont cut myself fyi. ._. i just think their fun. like, dont cut lah. but fun to use etc etc. :O khasim is paranoid that i'll play with one and cut myself. :O i wont. (:
and there are 5 topic today! :O
Sunday, September 19, 2010
the 11th post! :D
topic 1: likes
i have just found out who tim likes! :D actually, had clues from here and there, and i already guessed who, but i was right! :D i like knowing that i can guess well okay! quite surprised at result. not too bad i guess. :O i, have someone i like! :D and its a secret. and im married to XAVIER LIM! ._. have fun finding out who he is. HAHA. oh well.
topic 2: today
today was interesting i guess. :O study group was hilariousish. we diverted from physics to maths to kpop to armpit hair to cookies to vocal range and singing. :O i did study maths though. or. attempted to understand algebra. ALGEBRA, YOU SUCK MUCH. thanks. (: oh well. could understand. a little. :D managed to solve some questions people cannot ok! not that horrible. haha. i shall skip to the last topic we were talking about. cause tim wants to sing to his love, we were exploring. i discovered how much using diaphragm increases vocal range! :D and apparantly i could have the most vocal range in my class, for guys anyway. if jiawen, you see this, im not skipping over to choir. i just like to sing. :O trying to teach tim how to use diaphragm was hilarious though. things like, " YOU'LL WANT TO PUSH, LIKE SHITTING LIKE THAT" LOL! so epic. was fun though. exploring vocal range is fun. oh well. will we all sing to his crush? :D that would be fun.
topic 3: mooncakes!
i love mooncakes. so nice. :D the nicest mooncake was the one i persuaded my mom to buy and try. $8 ok! but DAMN NICE. :D i love mooncake. MOONCAKE FESTIVAL! :D
and that is all. (:
topic 1: likes
i have just found out who tim likes! :D actually, had clues from here and there, and i already guessed who, but i was right! :D i like knowing that i can guess well okay! quite surprised at result. not too bad i guess. :O i, have someone i like! :D and its a secret. and im married to XAVIER LIM! ._. have fun finding out who he is. HAHA. oh well.
topic 2: today
today was interesting i guess. :O study group was hilariousish. we diverted from physics to maths to kpop to armpit hair to cookies to vocal range and singing. :O i did study maths though. or. attempted to understand algebra. ALGEBRA, YOU SUCK MUCH. thanks. (: oh well. could understand. a little. :D managed to solve some questions people cannot ok! not that horrible. haha. i shall skip to the last topic we were talking about. cause tim wants to sing to his love, we were exploring. i discovered how much using diaphragm increases vocal range! :D and apparantly i could have the most vocal range in my class, for guys anyway. if jiawen, you see this, im not skipping over to choir. i just like to sing. :O trying to teach tim how to use diaphragm was hilarious though. things like, " YOU'LL WANT TO PUSH, LIKE SHITTING LIKE THAT" LOL! so epic. was fun though. exploring vocal range is fun. oh well. will we all sing to his crush? :D that would be fun.
topic 3: mooncakes!
i love mooncakes. so nice. :D the nicest mooncake was the one i persuaded my mom to buy and try. $8 ok! but DAMN NICE. :D i love mooncake. MOONCAKE FESTIVAL! :D
and that is all. (:
Saturday, September 18, 2010
hello hello! i realized actually have something to post! but then people not in AVA wouldnt understand. HAHA! :D
im too lazy to topic it today! and theres actually no topic. so yeah. ._. i shall random here and there. I AM PISSED OFF AT MY FACE. i wash wash wash, still got pimple. D: so sad. aunt says go for facial. ._. we'll see about that. oh well.
tomorrow got study group! DUMB PEI XUAN. GOT PEOPLE STUDY ONE OKAY. LIKE ME. though we'll most probably end up playing. oh well. then accomplish nothing. at least got something to do. ._.
today was lame. i didnt do anything. but i did start reading my sister's keeper though. :D its nice. oh well. i dont know what to say already leh.
i wonder if i'll be one of the sec 2's to be arrowed with announcement duty. i hope not. i'll probably screw up. :D
slb board design has been made! yay. waiting for responses. (:
today is such a waste of time, and this blog post is a completely waste of energy. oh well. :D
im too lazy to topic it today! and theres actually no topic. so yeah. ._. i shall random here and there. I AM PISSED OFF AT MY FACE. i wash wash wash, still got pimple. D: so sad. aunt says go for facial. ._. we'll see about that. oh well.
tomorrow got study group! DUMB PEI XUAN. GOT PEOPLE STUDY ONE OKAY. LIKE ME. though we'll most probably end up playing. oh well. then accomplish nothing. at least got something to do. ._.
today was lame. i didnt do anything. but i did start reading my sister's keeper though. :D its nice. oh well. i dont know what to say already leh.
i wonder if i'll be one of the sec 2's to be arrowed with announcement duty. i hope not. i'll probably screw up. :D
slb board design has been made! yay. waiting for responses. (:
today is such a waste of time, and this blog post is a completely waste of energy. oh well. :D
Friday, September 17, 2010
hello hello! nothing much to post about. :O
topic 1: TEENAGE DREAM
epic song much. love it. :D although its essentially talking about a teenage love that makes you feel young and want to give it everything. i just like its rhythm and lyrics. but duh, no sex. :D if you want an epic lol, play at 1:21-1:23 and stop at 2:27! :D
topic 2: chalet
ooh! class is organising a chalet! should be interesting, nov holidays. i already asked my mom and when i asked, she was like, guys and girls together? then she was like. be responsible. i LOLED at this! :D so epic. i look forward to this~ should be fun. :D
ok. i have nothing else to say leh. today not very entertaining. oh well.
topic 1: TEENAGE DREAM
epic song much. love it. :D although its essentially talking about a teenage love that makes you feel young and want to give it everything. i just like its rhythm and lyrics. but duh, no sex. :D if you want an epic lol, play at 1:21-1:23 and stop at 2:27! :D
topic 2: chalet
ooh! class is organising a chalet! should be interesting, nov holidays. i already asked my mom and when i asked, she was like, guys and girls together? then she was like. be responsible. i LOLED at this! :D so epic. i look forward to this~ should be fun. :D
ok. i have nothing else to say leh. today not very entertaining. oh well.
Thursday, September 16, 2010
topic 1 shall be interesting, but topic 2 will be slightly depressing and filled with my ranting. so if you dont want to read some weird depressing rant, skip topic 2 please. besides, i apologize for missing yesterday's post. :O you will see it linked to topic 1.
topic 1: strings!
so apparantly, cause there was a huge ball of twine passing around yesterday, some of us cut cut cut, then make friendship bands, :O i learnt how to make one yesterday. quite easy i guess. i was doing the slow method, then i experimented till i got the fast way! :D but i didnt realize how to do square until today. i want to experiment more but no more string! :O yeah. made quite a few. the reason i missed a day was because i was tying the friendship bands for a few friends. :O if you got it, congratulations? ._. oh well. spent an hour on each. around there. now abit faster though! :O time comsuming, but fun and nice. i shall try to find more strings. :D
topic 2: rant!
as said earlier, if you dont want to read a rant, move on! i guess recently i feel depressed on and off lah. my dog died recently and i loved the little dog. and recently i guess i feel depressed over my friends lah. i guess, and im not blaming you, but i feel like your purposely ignoring me. i dont know why. but i just feel like you avoid me. i also think that well, you only approach me when you need help. i dont just want to be someone there when you need help. im a person too. im a normal guy. i dont like feeling ignored and unwanted. and i feel sad cause i dont really know where i stand with you. i treat you as a best friend, but i seriously dont know what i am to you. am i just a normal friend? or just someone you can just grab when you need help? i dont know why, but its starting to feel awkward between us. i dont want this to happen, i dont want a perfectly good friendship to be lost. but i dont even think you know what your doing to me. i want to approach you, but i'm scared i'll just make things worse. i highly even doubt you'll ever see this. so yeah. this is only applicable to one person, and im not naming you. if you know who you are, then im sorry if you think im wrong. but i just needed to get this off my chest. so yeah. i dont want to lose you.
topic 1: strings!
so apparantly, cause there was a huge ball of twine passing around yesterday, some of us cut cut cut, then make friendship bands, :O i learnt how to make one yesterday. quite easy i guess. i was doing the slow method, then i experimented till i got the fast way! :D but i didnt realize how to do square until today. i want to experiment more but no more string! :O yeah. made quite a few. the reason i missed a day was because i was tying the friendship bands for a few friends. :O if you got it, congratulations? ._. oh well. spent an hour on each. around there. now abit faster though! :O time comsuming, but fun and nice. i shall try to find more strings. :D
topic 2: rant!
as said earlier, if you dont want to read a rant, move on! i guess recently i feel depressed on and off lah. my dog died recently and i loved the little dog. and recently i guess i feel depressed over my friends lah. i guess, and im not blaming you, but i feel like your purposely ignoring me. i dont know why. but i just feel like you avoid me. i also think that well, you only approach me when you need help. i dont just want to be someone there when you need help. im a person too. im a normal guy. i dont like feeling ignored and unwanted. and i feel sad cause i dont really know where i stand with you. i treat you as a best friend, but i seriously dont know what i am to you. am i just a normal friend? or just someone you can just grab when you need help? i dont know why, but its starting to feel awkward between us. i dont want this to happen, i dont want a perfectly good friendship to be lost. but i dont even think you know what your doing to me. i want to approach you, but i'm scared i'll just make things worse. i highly even doubt you'll ever see this. so yeah. this is only applicable to one person, and im not naming you. if you know who you are, then im sorry if you think im wrong. but i just needed to get this off my chest. so yeah. i dont want to lose you.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
goodbye
what is a heart?
is it something that is strong yet weak?
is it something you'd give to someone else?
is it something somebody can break with a careless word?
or is it something that beats with life, pushing life blood throughout?
for you, who has always been there since i can remember.
for you, who made me smile with your silliness.
for you, who drove my aunt and grandma crazy.
you made me smile whenever you frightened someone.
whenever you barked at anything or anyone.
whenever you tried to sneak in and get chased out.
whenever i confided everything to you, you stayed silent, warming me with your tiny body.
whenever you seemed to smile or cry.
while my heart beats strong, yours has stopped.
will you go on to heaven, if there is one?
will you be in a place where you had everything you wanted?
with birds to chase and cars to bark at and doggy treats everywhere you went?
but no matter what, you'll remain.
in our hearts, our minds.
goodbye my love.
goodbye dohchie.
goodbye.
is it something that is strong yet weak?
is it something you'd give to someone else?
is it something somebody can break with a careless word?
or is it something that beats with life, pushing life blood throughout?
for you, who has always been there since i can remember.
for you, who made me smile with your silliness.
for you, who drove my aunt and grandma crazy.
you made me smile whenever you frightened someone.
whenever you barked at anything or anyone.
whenever you tried to sneak in and get chased out.
whenever i confided everything to you, you stayed silent, warming me with your tiny body.
whenever you seemed to smile or cry.
while my heart beats strong, yours has stopped.
will you go on to heaven, if there is one?
will you be in a place where you had everything you wanted?
with birds to chase and cars to bark at and doggy treats everywhere you went?
but no matter what, you'll remain.
in our hearts, our minds.
goodbye my love.
goodbye dohchie.
goodbye.
Monday, September 13, 2010
topic 1: school
:O first day of school. again. ._. was ok i guess. didnt get into trouble, had fun avoiding mrs choong, cause i never do history journal, only one in the whole class. oops? :D oh well. it was fun, as usually, chem today was unusually dead lifed. :O pe was interesting, as per normal. HAHA. my team cannot catch or dribble, can throw though. :O occasional fail aim. then if fail, is fail until terribly, but if good, very good. haha. score was 8:3 i think. I 8 OKAY! i never actually score lah. more middle man. :O still good ok. dont usually play alot of sports. :O umm. CE was boring, as per normal. :D then, after school did book. boring. :O
topic 2: AVA
new equiptment! :O new projector to be specific. dont really know alot about it. heard about blah blah blah, wireless, blah blah blah, better. or supposedly. :O i think its the same. the design same. only colour from silver turn black. :O then, its became SUPER HOT. the cooling system is like. omg. hot air. we in control room on air con, still damn warm. outside in the hall also cooler lah! ._. i learn random stuff about lighting board and mixer, more like recap past stuff. :O i dont usually use anyway! im not a mixer/lighting person, although i would have liked lighting. :O both also can do basic-ish, mixer better. but in the end, im still a backstager. :D
topic 3: laughs
if you wanna laugh, watch THIS video. :D i personally find it hilarious. so hilarious i was dubbed siao by my granparents. :O oh well. laughs while you can, work hard for eoy! :D in case you didnt realize. THIS is a link. ._.
randomly, i learnt that in compose, cannot copy and paste, must go edit html! :O
:O first day of school. again. ._. was ok i guess. didnt get into trouble, had fun avoiding mrs choong, cause i never do history journal, only one in the whole class. oops? :D oh well. it was fun, as usually, chem today was unusually dead lifed. :O pe was interesting, as per normal. HAHA. my team cannot catch or dribble, can throw though. :O occasional fail aim. then if fail, is fail until terribly, but if good, very good. haha. score was 8:3 i think. I 8 OKAY! i never actually score lah. more middle man. :O still good ok. dont usually play alot of sports. :O umm. CE was boring, as per normal. :D then, after school did book. boring. :O
topic 2: AVA
new equiptment! :O new projector to be specific. dont really know alot about it. heard about blah blah blah, wireless, blah blah blah, better. or supposedly. :O i think its the same. the design same. only colour from silver turn black. :O then, its became SUPER HOT. the cooling system is like. omg. hot air. we in control room on air con, still damn warm. outside in the hall also cooler lah! ._. i learn random stuff about lighting board and mixer, more like recap past stuff. :O i dont usually use anyway! im not a mixer/lighting person, although i would have liked lighting. :O both also can do basic-ish, mixer better. but in the end, im still a backstager. :D
topic 3: laughs
if you wanna laugh, watch THIS video. :D i personally find it hilarious. so hilarious i was dubbed siao by my granparents. :O oh well. laughs while you can, work hard for eoy! :D in case you didnt realize. THIS is a link. ._.
randomly, i learnt that in compose, cannot copy and paste, must go edit html! :O
Sunday, September 12, 2010
hello hello!
topic 1: wasting time~
wasting time once again, i have wasted most of my day! :O the first half of the day i spent it on facebook and youtube, once again. good places to waste time! :D but i shouldnt be wasting time. i should be studying. D: like, really studying. sigh. ._. oh well, too late for that! :D
topic 2: randoms
i asked jiawen to go out study with me! asked qixuan, but she got something on, then asked khasim, but he keep falling asleep cause very tired. ._. so in the end just the 2 of us. we met at compass, then we went the library there. then we realize very fail, no table, how to do homework and study?! so we went to hougang, then actually wanted to go khasim house do homework, but he tired, so we dont disturb him. :O so we went chengsan library(?!) also got no table. so we went to subway! :D then we sit there about 2 and a half hour doing homework and talking. <: then we went to the mrt and crap for about 40 mins, talking about media club, how next year we would probably get key positions in our department, cause not alot of sec 2. :O then we talk about how some position nicer than the rest. haha. thinking about running for SLB next year. :O oh well.
topic 3: subway!
SUBWAY COOKIES ARE DELISH!:D and awesomely addictive. haha. :D so nice and chewy and nice and big. :D but its like, 2.90 for 3 of them. worth it i think, but still kind of ex for cookies. :O still delish!
topic 4: starhub
i find starhub internet provider very irritating. :O it blocks tons of stuff, then you come to this dumb page that says STARHUB SAFESEARCH! yeah. ._. apparantly sick stuff too. hmm. :O cause of random question a few days before, ->( if your blond, got blond pubic hair? ) i went to wiki pubic hair. then got starhub blocked. ._. so fail right. oh well. guess i'll find out. eventually. via other means. STARHUB YOU FAIL LAH. ._. oh well
topic 5: school!
school opens tomorrow! i look forward to friends, do not look forward to lessons, DO not look forward to not doing homework and getting scolded. :O PE in quadrangle. hmm. i wonder what we'll be doing, need to assemble in quadrangle. SINGAPORE WORKOUT?! ok, timing abit weird, but what else for? oh well. school, here i come, i still havent pack my bag though. :O
topic 1: wasting time~
wasting time once again, i have wasted most of my day! :O the first half of the day i spent it on facebook and youtube, once again. good places to waste time! :D but i shouldnt be wasting time. i should be studying. D: like, really studying. sigh. ._. oh well, too late for that! :D
topic 2: randoms
i asked jiawen to go out study with me! asked qixuan, but she got something on, then asked khasim, but he keep falling asleep cause very tired. ._. so in the end just the 2 of us. we met at compass, then we went the library there. then we realize very fail, no table, how to do homework and study?! so we went to hougang, then actually wanted to go khasim house do homework, but he tired, so we dont disturb him. :O so we went chengsan library(?!) also got no table. so we went to subway! :D then we sit there about 2 and a half hour doing homework and talking. <: then we went to the mrt and crap for about 40 mins, talking about media club, how next year we would probably get key positions in our department, cause not alot of sec 2. :O then we talk about how some position nicer than the rest. haha. thinking about running for SLB next year. :O oh well.
topic 3: subway!
SUBWAY COOKIES ARE DELISH!:D and awesomely addictive. haha. :D so nice and chewy and nice and big. :D but its like, 2.90 for 3 of them. worth it i think, but still kind of ex for cookies. :O still delish!
topic 4: starhub
i find starhub internet provider very irritating. :O it blocks tons of stuff, then you come to this dumb page that says STARHUB SAFESEARCH! yeah. ._. apparantly sick stuff too. hmm. :O cause of random question a few days before, ->( if your blond, got blond pubic hair? ) i went to wiki pubic hair. then got starhub blocked. ._. so fail right. oh well. guess i'll find out. eventually. via other means. STARHUB YOU FAIL LAH. ._. oh well
topic 5: school!
school opens tomorrow! i look forward to friends, do not look forward to lessons, DO not look forward to not doing homework and getting scolded. :O PE in quadrangle. hmm. i wonder what we'll be doing, need to assemble in quadrangle. SINGAPORE WORKOUT?! ok, timing abit weird, but what else for? oh well. school, here i come, i still havent pack my bag though. :O
Saturday, September 11, 2010
keep it going strong~
topic 1: walkwalk
finally, i went out for my walk walk. i planned to do it for like, an hour, but only ended up half an hour, cause i found out that the 2 park/playgrounds near my house were closed. which is sad. my swings are gone! oh well. weather was terribly hot though. wasnt that bad after awhile.
topic 2: sex on the beach
its a drink apparantly! :O cocktail actually. the non - alcoholic ones are called dry humping by the beach, safe sex at the beach or virgin at the beach. hmmm. :O
topic 3: the f word
how interesting. there are quite a few interesting things about this. apparantly theres a retired brazilian footballer called argelico fucks. hmm. poor him. theres a town called fucking, in austria, which is really interesting. apparantly people kept stealing the town signs, so they made them unthievable.<- what? lol. basically anchored them in concrete. more or less. :D apparantly people video taped themself having sex in front of the signs. the lol thing is, one of the signs had a co-sign below it. it says, "please - not so fast!" or something like that. apparantly its for drivers to slow down, but coupled with the town name, its hilarious. :O
topic 4: facebook!
i got high on facebook! :O like reading random stuff. :D and made people lol with several random facts such as TOPIC 3. :D so yeah. :D im wasting my whole day on facebook and youtube. theres nothing else to do.
topic 5: pissed
nobody wants to study with me tomorrow. and i am pissed at this. ok. not just that. but with people ignoring me. i mean. seriously, i've put up enough with this shit. i sick and tired and getting ignored by people and being left out. im not your last resort. stop coming to me only when you stand to gain. what about me? what about the things i need? if this is what you treat me like, get the hell out of my life. if its by accident, once or twice, fine, i take that back, its not your fault sometimes, i can understand that. but im getting sick of this okay. just STOP IT.
topic 1: walkwalk
finally, i went out for my walk walk. i planned to do it for like, an hour, but only ended up half an hour, cause i found out that the 2 park/playgrounds near my house were closed. which is sad. my swings are gone! oh well. weather was terribly hot though. wasnt that bad after awhile.
topic 2: sex on the beach
its a drink apparantly! :O cocktail actually. the non - alcoholic ones are called dry humping by the beach, safe sex at the beach or virgin at the beach. hmmm. :O
topic 3: the f word
how interesting. there are quite a few interesting things about this. apparantly theres a retired brazilian footballer called argelico fucks. hmm. poor him. theres a town called fucking, in austria, which is really interesting. apparantly people kept stealing the town signs, so they made them unthievable.<- what? lol. basically anchored them in concrete. more or less. :D apparantly people video taped themself having sex in front of the signs. the lol thing is, one of the signs had a co-sign below it. it says, "please - not so fast!" or something like that. apparantly its for drivers to slow down, but coupled with the town name, its hilarious. :O
topic 4: facebook!
i got high on facebook! :O like reading random stuff. :D and made people lol with several random facts such as TOPIC 3. :D so yeah. :D im wasting my whole day on facebook and youtube. theres nothing else to do.
topic 5: pissed
nobody wants to study with me tomorrow. and i am pissed at this. ok. not just that. but with people ignoring me. i mean. seriously, i've put up enough with this shit. i sick and tired and getting ignored by people and being left out. im not your last resort. stop coming to me only when you stand to gain. what about me? what about the things i need? if this is what you treat me like, get the hell out of my life. if its by accident, once or twice, fine, i take that back, its not your fault sometimes, i can understand that. but im getting sick of this okay. just STOP IT.
Friday, September 10, 2010
WHEEE! today is a boring day. ._.
topic 1: wasted
I WASTED MY WHOLE DAY! ._. i wanted to go walk walk the neighbourhood, see if can find anyone. then in the end, whole day raining. rain until evening. then i dont want go out already. the weather killed my plans. maybe i'll try again tomorrow. :O so i wasted my whole day spamming facebook, reading books and re-watching anime. ._. and a little bit of tv. and listening to music. i wanted to do my compre exercise after i walk walk, but since i never walk walk, i never do! :D so i'll see if i'll do it tomorrow. on a random note, i forgot what homework there is. maths revision 4 and 5, compre exercise, still got what? ._. oh well. someone tell me please. :O
topic 2: sex
WHAT THE HELL. "gay singaporean charged over sex act in public toilet". "homosexuality is not illegal in singapore, but sex between men is criminalized". WHAT THE HELL RIGHT? i mean, ok, the part about the public toilet is abit.. yeah. want have sex be more discreet leh. some more in a CROWDED place. ._. ok, i support gay rights! :O if a guy likes a guy or a girl likes a girl, whats wrong with that? i mean, its the same thing right? so one day i oppose all the guys and girls lah. ._. want have sex also cannot. but, even if you have gay sex, how will the police know. i mean, if you do at home. its not like, the police will kick down the door while your having sex and go like: " YOUR ARRESTED FOR HAVING GAY SEX! ". if that actually happened, i'll sue the police man for invasion of privacy or something. can you imagine having sex and someone just barges in and starts shouting? ok. i getting abit off topic. oh well. i still find this topic very.. dont know how to describe. but, if you want have sex, i think you should be free to! but, after your legal age lah. ._.
topic 3: salmon
hmm, my mother is cooking huge slabs of salmon now. :O my uncle came just now, with enough salmon to feed us for tonights dinner, 7 people, and tomorrows dinner. ALOT LAH. ._. but it looks nice. :D so yeah. salmon is healthy! :D got protein, high amounts of omega-3 fatty acids, vitamin D and cholesterol! :D eat more! eat more! :D but kind of expensive. but my uncle got regular supply, FREE! :O and the big is all big big one. so yeah. :D
and i shall end of my 3rd post! :D
topic 1: wasted
I WASTED MY WHOLE DAY! ._. i wanted to go walk walk the neighbourhood, see if can find anyone. then in the end, whole day raining. rain until evening. then i dont want go out already. the weather killed my plans. maybe i'll try again tomorrow. :O so i wasted my whole day spamming facebook, reading books and re-watching anime. ._. and a little bit of tv. and listening to music. i wanted to do my compre exercise after i walk walk, but since i never walk walk, i never do! :D so i'll see if i'll do it tomorrow. on a random note, i forgot what homework there is. maths revision 4 and 5, compre exercise, still got what? ._. oh well. someone tell me please. :O
topic 2: sex
WHAT THE HELL. "gay singaporean charged over sex act in public toilet". "homosexuality is not illegal in singapore, but sex between men is criminalized". WHAT THE HELL RIGHT? i mean, ok, the part about the public toilet is abit.. yeah. want have sex be more discreet leh. some more in a CROWDED place. ._. ok, i support gay rights! :O if a guy likes a guy or a girl likes a girl, whats wrong with that? i mean, its the same thing right? so one day i oppose all the guys and girls lah. ._. want have sex also cannot. but, even if you have gay sex, how will the police know. i mean, if you do at home. its not like, the police will kick down the door while your having sex and go like: " YOUR ARRESTED FOR HAVING GAY SEX! ". if that actually happened, i'll sue the police man for invasion of privacy or something. can you imagine having sex and someone just barges in and starts shouting? ok. i getting abit off topic. oh well. i still find this topic very.. dont know how to describe. but, if you want have sex, i think you should be free to! but, after your legal age lah. ._.
topic 3: salmon
hmm, my mother is cooking huge slabs of salmon now. :O my uncle came just now, with enough salmon to feed us for tonights dinner, 7 people, and tomorrows dinner. ALOT LAH. ._. but it looks nice. :D so yeah. salmon is healthy! :D got protein, high amounts of omega-3 fatty acids, vitamin D and cholesterol! :D eat more! eat more! :D but kind of expensive. but my uncle got regular supply, FREE! :O and the big is all big big one. so yeah. :D
and i shall end of my 3rd post! :D
Thursday, September 9, 2010
hello again! more topics today! :O
TOPIC 1: SL QUARTERLY GM3
i guess it was quite fun. was kind of boring at the end. i discovered my average score for term 3 is about 63% but i need at least 65% for my double science! :O oh well. once again, dreams were shared. was kind of emotional but not overly emotional. meaning the whole slb didnt cry. CONGRATULATIONS TO THE SLTS WHO PASSED! more people! :D i discovered though, im the AIC for orientation 2011. which im (not so)surprised. kha sim told me but he said it wasnt comfirmed. guess it is now. ._. i cant decide my feelings for that. on one hand, im happy cause i get to work with the sec2 batch, and work hard, and we can bond. :D on the other hand, im nervous because im scared i'll screw up. on a random third hand, im hoping that means i wont be writing MC script. i have decided that MC scripts suck. like seriously. D: irritating as hell to write. orientation mc script writer, goodluck. :D
TOPIC 2: KHASIM'S BELATED BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION
it was after gm3 and i thought it was HILARIOUS. it started off that we would surprise him but abit fail. me and evelyn ran out to get the cake and come back, then we hid behind the book shop. the other 204 sls keep coming over to see. NO WONDER HE SUSPICIOUS LAH. next time, got surprise, dont come over to where the surprise is. like seriously. :O then, he was supposed to go to the round table closest to the bookshop but he dont want to move. so fail. in the end, he moved and we came out. :D lighting candles were abit fail. oh well. spammed photos. then someone tried to dunk khasim's head into the cake, but failed. in the end, a whole group of us ran after him trying to cake him. in the end run up run down until all give up already. then he sneak to main gate there, ask huixin to take his bag for him. then huixin and joey went home, taking his bag for him. HUIXIN TRAITOR! anyway, we realized we hadnt given him his presents yet, so we spam call him to come back. haha. then, he came back and we have him the presents. then we went to crowd the bubble tea shop. :D and david spat a pearl into my face. YOU SUCK! :O anyway, it was fun. ;D
and there shall be 2 topics for today, cause i cant really think of anything else to write! :O one day i think i'll write a topic on gay rights. :D
TOPIC 1: SL QUARTERLY GM3
i guess it was quite fun. was kind of boring at the end. i discovered my average score for term 3 is about 63% but i need at least 65% for my double science! :O oh well. once again, dreams were shared. was kind of emotional but not overly emotional. meaning the whole slb didnt cry. CONGRATULATIONS TO THE SLTS WHO PASSED! more people! :D i discovered though, im the AIC for orientation 2011. which im (not so)surprised. kha sim told me but he said it wasnt comfirmed. guess it is now. ._. i cant decide my feelings for that. on one hand, im happy cause i get to work with the sec2 batch, and work hard, and we can bond. :D on the other hand, im nervous because im scared i'll screw up. on a random third hand, im hoping that means i wont be writing MC script. i have decided that MC scripts suck. like seriously. D: irritating as hell to write. orientation mc script writer, goodluck. :D
TOPIC 2: KHASIM'S BELATED BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION
it was after gm3 and i thought it was HILARIOUS. it started off that we would surprise him but abit fail. me and evelyn ran out to get the cake and come back, then we hid behind the book shop. the other 204 sls keep coming over to see. NO WONDER HE SUSPICIOUS LAH. next time, got surprise, dont come over to where the surprise is. like seriously. :O then, he was supposed to go to the round table closest to the bookshop but he dont want to move. so fail. in the end, he moved and we came out. :D lighting candles were abit fail. oh well. spammed photos. then someone tried to dunk khasim's head into the cake, but failed. in the end, a whole group of us ran after him trying to cake him. in the end run up run down until all give up already. then he sneak to main gate there, ask huixin to take his bag for him. then huixin and joey went home, taking his bag for him. HUIXIN TRAITOR! anyway, we realized we hadnt given him his presents yet, so we spam call him to come back. haha. then, he came back and we have him the presents. then we went to crowd the bubble tea shop. :D and david spat a pearl into my face. YOU SUCK! :O anyway, it was fun. ;D
and there shall be 2 topics for today, cause i cant really think of anything else to write! :O one day i think i'll write a topic on gay rights. :D
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
hello! there are a few topics for today!
topic 1: START!
its the beginning of my blog! :D after a super long break and several people pestering me, it has been born! sorry it took so long but i was trying to find a skin that i liked. :O so yeah. i quite like this one, kind of cute don't you think so? so, i shall attempt to maintain this blog, hopefully can survive. :D
topic 2: holidays
holidays are actually kind of boring. theres nobody to play with, nothing to do. except homework of course, which im procastinating. :D im wasting my life spamming facebook and doing random stuff! it has been raining alot recently. ._. i think more areas flooded. hmm. tomorrow has an interesting thing on, which is the SLB Quarterly GM. i think its GM3. looking forward to it, should be fun. actually. no. i heard teachers day debriefing was going to be on GM. so. we'll see. i'll probably stay back to do my art though! :D
topic 3: birthdays
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHASIM! although i dont think you'll actually read this. unless i tell you to. which im not going to. :O thanks for being there all the time for me. sooo. do you like the random teddy bear with -ahem- orange hair? :D
and i shall end this here! i think i'll be following this kind of formatting if theres enough things to talk about. or i might just do one huge topic for a day. :D
topic 1: START!
its the beginning of my blog! :D after a super long break and several people pestering me, it has been born! sorry it took so long but i was trying to find a skin that i liked. :O so yeah. i quite like this one, kind of cute don't you think so? so, i shall attempt to maintain this blog, hopefully can survive. :D
topic 2: holidays
holidays are actually kind of boring. theres nobody to play with, nothing to do. except homework of course, which im procastinating. :D im wasting my life spamming facebook and doing random stuff! it has been raining alot recently. ._. i think more areas flooded. hmm. tomorrow has an interesting thing on, which is the SLB Quarterly GM. i think its GM3. looking forward to it, should be fun. actually. no. i heard teachers day debriefing was going to be on GM. so. we'll see. i'll probably stay back to do my art though! :D
topic 3: birthdays
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHASIM! although i dont think you'll actually read this. unless i tell you to. which im not going to. :O thanks for being there all the time for me. sooo. do you like the random teddy bear with -ahem- orange hair? :D
and i shall end this here! i think i'll be following this kind of formatting if theres enough things to talk about. or i might just do one huge topic for a day. :D
Someone hiding under your bed.
Someone whose name is Wen Zhi.
Someone who adores chocolates.
Someone who loves lovely pictures.
Someone who doesn't like to shower in the morning.
Someone who likes to stay hidden among people.
Someone who is shy and quiet.
Someone who collects post-its.
Someone who wants you to read his blog. :)
Someone whose name is Wen Zhi.
Someone who adores chocolates.
Someone who loves lovely pictures.
Someone who doesn't like to shower in the morning.
Someone who likes to stay hidden among people.
Someone who is shy and quiet.
Someone who collects post-its.
Someone who wants you to read his blog. :)
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
today was not a good day.
IT was retarded. did redundant and useless things. and wasted time.
history was retardeded. terrible. I SCORED 13/20 FOR MY TEST. which wasnt that terrible considering i didnt study but is terrible.
i managed to get full marks for random bio quiz. which was interesting. which i didnt study for again.
oral was fail. COMPLETELY NO LINK PASSAGE AND QUESTIONS. SO RETARDED. i didnt even know what to say.
drama is our class. what starts with a chicken did not end with a chicken. if only it was that easy. isnt it so obvious that it didnt actually work. isnt it frickin obvious that its not really going to improve. even if it appears to improve. isnt it just pretend. its so superficial. are we just going to settle for it? WHAT FRICKIN HAPPENED TO BONDEDNESS LAH. so much for one class. isnt it all of us wanted? what the hell is this ok.
I DONT WANT TO CRY ANYMORE. FUCK THIS.
IT was retarded. did redundant and useless things. and wasted time.
history was retardeded. terrible. I SCORED 13/20 FOR MY TEST. which wasnt that terrible considering i didnt study but is terrible.
i managed to get full marks for random bio quiz. which was interesting. which i didnt study for again.
oral was fail. COMPLETELY NO LINK PASSAGE AND QUESTIONS. SO RETARDED. i didnt even know what to say.
drama is our class. what starts with a chicken did not end with a chicken. if only it was that easy. isnt it so obvious that it didnt actually work. isnt it frickin obvious that its not really going to improve. even if it appears to improve. isnt it just pretend. its so superficial. are we just going to settle for it? WHAT FRICKIN HAPPENED TO BONDEDNESS LAH. so much for one class. isnt it all of us wanted? what the hell is this ok.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
HELLO~ 17th post. :O once again, not topicful, but organized! :D
I GOT GROSSED OUT BY A VIDEO. an uber disgusting video. this woman with huge boobs, she went onto the plane, and her boobs expanded and exploded. bloodily. and she died. and red strings of something flew out. i do not want to know what it is. oh, its due to cheapskate plastic surgery, and wanting overly huge boobs. which is dangerous. HERE is a link. not the best, but cant find. i got uber grossed out and felt like puking. unless you want to see something kind of bloody and gross, such as someones boobs exploding, dont watch it. disgusting.
tomorrow is english oral. im first and i got DORA LEE. OMG. im so doomed. haha. easy topic please? :D we'll just have to see. im afraid. but i'll probably finish like, 3ish. latest 3.30ish? :D shall go random places with friends after that. around school. haha. like last time!
we has discovered there is only one real clique in my class. hmm. the rest are kind of cliques, but all interchangeable people and is actually subgroups of the one big group called 204 other than that clique. :O if i offend anyone, im sorry, cause this is just my own thoughts lah! and i wonder how i stand in some peoples eyes. i feel like asking, but will abit awkward leh. so i wont ask! ._. oh well. SO CLASS IS STILL SPLIT. COME ON 204! WHAT HAPPENED TO UNITY. ok. perfect unity is kind of impossible to achieve and i think its quite good already. compared to early this year. haha! I LOVE YOU 204! :D
glee is tomorrow i guess. D: CANT WAIT FOR IT!
I AM STILL GROSSED OUT BY EXPLODING BOOBS. OH MY GOD.
TOO HIGH, CANT COME DOWN, CANT GET THIS IMAGE OUT OF MY HEAD! D:
I GOT GROSSED OUT BY A VIDEO. an uber disgusting video. this woman with huge boobs, she went onto the plane, and her boobs expanded and exploded. bloodily. and she died. and red strings of something flew out. i do not want to know what it is. oh, its due to cheapskate plastic surgery, and wanting overly huge boobs. which is dangerous. HERE is a link. not the best, but cant find. i got uber grossed out and felt like puking. unless you want to see something kind of bloody and gross, such as someones boobs exploding, dont watch it. disgusting.
tomorrow is english oral. im first and i got DORA LEE. OMG. im so doomed. haha. easy topic please? :D we'll just have to see. im afraid. but i'll probably finish like, 3ish. latest 3.30ish? :D shall go random places with friends after that. around school. haha. like last time!
we has discovered there is only one real clique in my class. hmm. the rest are kind of cliques, but all interchangeable people and is actually subgroups of the one big group called 204 other than that clique. :O if i offend anyone, im sorry, cause this is just my own thoughts lah! and i wonder how i stand in some peoples eyes. i feel like asking, but will abit awkward leh. so i wont ask! ._. oh well. SO CLASS IS STILL SPLIT. COME ON 204! WHAT HAPPENED TO UNITY. ok. perfect unity is kind of impossible to achieve and i think its quite good already. compared to early this year. haha! I LOVE YOU 204! :D
glee is tomorrow i guess. D: CANT WAIT FOR IT!
I AM STILL GROSSED OUT BY EXPLODING BOOBS. OH MY GOD.
TOO HIGH, CANT COME DOWN, CANT GET THIS IMAGE OUT OF MY HEAD! D:
Monday, September 27, 2010
random is good! and so today shall have no topic. actually. i think topicless like easier to write. but got topic easier for you to read. easier to organize also. ahh. whatever. haha. this shall be an all over random post! i shall bring my laptop and a movie tomorrow. and watch after school! :D here is a link. i watched this when i was 7 OK! gave me nightmares. shall watch it again tomorrow. LOL. if i can find the disk. :D in case you havent noticed. its M18 for violence. which is. yeah. screams and death. so yeah. uh huh. today was fun! :D i have no idea why. oh. actually not so fun. during PE, or the start of it, i had random chests pains, was breathless, had a headache and my vision greyed. so yeah. kind of freaky. so i didnt do anything for PE. last session of handball too. oh well. then had random stuff. after school i helped some random people annotate the poem, which i didnt even look at it before. QUITE GOOD OKAY! but darn irritating when i keep getting interupted by other people. ._. oh well. i cant think of anything to post now. hmm. GLEE EPISODE 2 TOMORROW! 8PM! FOX! i got episode 1 from david. i cant find anything to play it. WTH?! oh well. goodnight.
BABY I LIKE IT!
BABY I LIKE IT!
Sunday, September 26, 2010
HELLO! :D
topic 1: GLEE
im addicted to glee. i love all the new songs. :D i keep listening to THIS. go britney. CANT WAIT FOR TUESDAY. anyone know what time it is? ._. i have no idea. GAH. next episode looks SUPER EPIC. :D
topic 2: CLASS CHALET
another thing i cant wait for! november. it seems so far away. our last year together! I'LL DRAW ON YOU IF YOU SLEEP! :D though. i think i'll fall asleep myself. oh well. it shall be fun! :D STAY OVERNIGHT PEOPLE! ITS JUST ONE NIGHT!
topic 3: weekend
i did nothing at all for my weekend. at least. nothing that had any purpose. :O though. im starting to watch naruto. im trying to decide whether to watch or not. hmm. thoughts any anime watchers out there?
topic 4: PUZZLE
yay. going to buy a 1k puzzle of bleach for khasim. if i can find. anyone wanna chip in? :D
THE END! :D
topic 1: GLEE
im addicted to glee. i love all the new songs. :D i keep listening to THIS. go britney. CANT WAIT FOR TUESDAY. anyone know what time it is? ._. i have no idea. GAH. next episode looks SUPER EPIC. :D
topic 2: CLASS CHALET
another thing i cant wait for! november. it seems so far away. our last year together! I'LL DRAW ON YOU IF YOU SLEEP! :D though. i think i'll fall asleep myself. oh well. it shall be fun! :D STAY OVERNIGHT PEOPLE! ITS JUST ONE NIGHT!
topic 3: weekend
i did nothing at all for my weekend. at least. nothing that had any purpose. :O though. im starting to watch naruto. im trying to decide whether to watch or not. hmm. thoughts any anime watchers out there?
topic 4: PUZZLE
yay. going to buy a 1k puzzle of bleach for khasim. if i can find. anyone wanna chip in? :D
THE END! :D
Friday, September 24, 2010
topic 1: sorry!
SORRY! for the not posting of the past 2 days. i think. ._. yeah. 2 days. cause the first day, i was searching to find episode 1 of glee season 2! :D then the second day i was rushing stuff. so yeah! i might not make this into a everyday blog though. i will try, but at least 3 days 1 post. :O
topic2: GLEE!
yay. glee season 2 is out! :D managed to find the first episode, but quality not that good. still, good! cant wait for next week. rachel is still a bitch though. i like the telephone cover by rachel and sunshine though. i think the songs covered were okayish. i wonder if sunshine will really stay on in VA. hmm. if both her and rachel were together, killer combo? :O or just alot of fighting. hmm.
topic 3: work
at least i finished my DNT. i think the model is damn ugly though. but people say still ok. so we'll see. i screwed up maths test, at least not counted. (: i've come home late everyday recently, like 6+ everyday. and im not actually doing anything productive. havent touched my books at all. sigh. D:
OH WELL, JIAYOU FOR EOY EVERYONE! :D
SORRY! for the not posting of the past 2 days. i think. ._. yeah. 2 days. cause the first day, i was searching to find episode 1 of glee season 2! :D then the second day i was rushing stuff. so yeah! i might not make this into a everyday blog though. i will try, but at least 3 days 1 post. :O
topic2: GLEE!
yay. glee season 2 is out! :D managed to find the first episode, but quality not that good. still, good! cant wait for next week. rachel is still a bitch though. i like the telephone cover by rachel and sunshine though. i think the songs covered were okayish. i wonder if sunshine will really stay on in VA. hmm. if both her and rachel were together, killer combo? :O or just alot of fighting. hmm.
topic 3: work
at least i finished my DNT. i think the model is damn ugly though. but people say still ok. so we'll see. i screwed up maths test, at least not counted. (: i've come home late everyday recently, like 6+ everyday. and im not actually doing anything productive. havent touched my books at all. sigh. D:
OH WELL, JIAYOU FOR EOY EVERYONE! :D
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
topic 1: 13
hmm. this is interesting. apparantly theres 13 more days to EOY. and i scored 13/20 for my random physics quiz. and so did huixin. and so did germaine. :O and i stoned just now for approximately 13 minutes. hmmm. ._. and i just remembered, HUIFENG. YOUR BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 13TH OF MARCH! :D and apparantly the next 13th friday is going to be may i think. :D i still dont believe that 13 is a bad luck number ok! oh well. NEXT!
topic 2: revision
i havent actually started on my revision. 13 days left! how? ok. i should study etc etc, so i can get ideal grades to get into my desired combination. which is :
double science, i have no idea physics or bio. we'll see.
SS/geog. no hist for me! :D
englishlit! i like lit. (:
although some people say lit at sec 3 lvl is hard. hmm. ._. we'll see. whats your opinions, any old people out there? :D
topic 3: tomorrow
i dont like tomorrow and like tomorrow! theres ART! and i havent done my reflection. WHAT THE HECK ARE WE SUPPOSED TO WRITE?! ._. and my mask is ugly. blend until get uglier and uglier. who cares anyway. ): and theres weird stuff tomorrow. but i like cause of got IT! can slack. and can skip a little of cca. HAHA
topic 4: video
have to help film random unglam vid of me talking about random crap. BLEHS. at least this gives me an excuse to skip some of cca. :D THANKS LEEFY!
topic 5: randoms
just gonna spam randoms here. I LIKE LOLLIPOPS! BIG ONES! YAY. :D SHALL BRING BIG LOLLIPOP TO SCHOOL TOMORROW! YIPPEE. blasting songs in my ears now. which im starting to do more commonly. am i going to go deaf? D: i think im getting more depressed as days pass. i have no idea. WHICH I'LL SHOW YOU. HAPPY PEOPLE ARE DEPRESSED! we just dont show it. (: oh well. im not suicidal or anything. yet. :O hopefully i wont reach that stage. i wonder what having split personalities would be like. hmm. oh, when im depressed i blast music. OH I SEE THE LINK NOW. because im getting depressed more commonly, blasting music is becoming more common too. (: i wonder what people think of me. am i a nice person? have i hurt anyone? ._. oh well. THE END! :D
hmm. this is interesting. apparantly theres 13 more days to EOY. and i scored 13/20 for my random physics quiz. and so did huixin. and so did germaine. :O and i stoned just now for approximately 13 minutes. hmmm. ._. and i just remembered, HUIFENG. YOUR BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 13TH OF MARCH! :D and apparantly the next 13th friday is going to be may i think. :D i still dont believe that 13 is a bad luck number ok! oh well. NEXT!
topic 2: revision
i havent actually started on my revision. 13 days left! how? ok. i should study etc etc, so i can get ideal grades to get into my desired combination. which is :
double science, i have no idea physics or bio. we'll see.
SS/geog. no hist for me! :D
englishlit! i like lit. (:
although some people say lit at sec 3 lvl is hard. hmm. ._. we'll see. whats your opinions, any old people out there? :D
topic 3: tomorrow
i dont like tomorrow and like tomorrow! theres ART! and i havent done my reflection. WHAT THE HECK ARE WE SUPPOSED TO WRITE?! ._. and my mask is ugly. blend until get uglier and uglier. who cares anyway. ): and theres weird stuff tomorrow. but i like cause of got IT! can slack. and can skip a little of cca. HAHA
topic 4: video
have to help film random unglam vid of me talking about random crap. BLEHS. at least this gives me an excuse to skip some of cca. :D THANKS LEEFY!
topic 5: randoms
just gonna spam randoms here. I LIKE LOLLIPOPS! BIG ONES! YAY. :D SHALL BRING BIG LOLLIPOP TO SCHOOL TOMORROW! YIPPEE. blasting songs in my ears now. which im starting to do more commonly. am i going to go deaf? D: i think im getting more depressed as days pass. i have no idea. WHICH I'LL SHOW YOU. HAPPY PEOPLE ARE DEPRESSED! we just dont show it. (: oh well. im not suicidal or anything. yet. :O hopefully i wont reach that stage. i wonder what having split personalities would be like. hmm. oh, when im depressed i blast music. OH I SEE THE LINK NOW. because im getting depressed more commonly, blasting music is becoming more common too. (: i wonder what people think of me. am i a nice person? have i hurt anyone? ._. oh well. THE END! :D
Monday, September 20, 2010
topic 1: the adventures of penis and vagina!
if you dont like sick stuff, skip this, but i think its hilarious.
Episode 1
Episode 2
Clitus
Yep. hilarious stuff. kind of educational, and hilarious. (:
topic 2: wasting
i should seriously stop wasting time. :O wasting my life in school. oh well. at least its in school, compared to somewhere outside, with bad company. :D haha. i have a physics test tomorrow, ._. i dont even know what is being tested. OMG. hehe. oh well. did not do chinese homework, as per normal. (:
topic 3: khasim
HELLO! you should be happy, dedicate a topic to you. ._. cause i feel guilty that i did not really get a present to you, i shall copy xianghao. actually i thought about it, but i kept delaying until never buy. haha. i shall find a BLEACH puzzle, big one then make for you. (: i wonder when i can give it to you. ._. i'll probably delay till next year or something. LOL. oh well. happy waiting!
topic 4: paint
hello jia wen, will you see this? today was epic. paint got into your eye. QIXUAN! BE MORE CAREFUL WITH PAINT. LOL. from red to blue. so scary. ._. you totally freaked us out. oh well. at least nothing went wrong. (:
topic 5: penknives
are fun! :O umm, i dont cut myself fyi. ._. i just think their fun. like, dont cut lah. but fun to use etc etc. :O khasim is paranoid that i'll play with one and cut myself. :O i wont. (:
and there are 5 topic today! :O
if you dont like sick stuff, skip this, but i think its hilarious.
Episode 1
Episode 2
Clitus
Yep. hilarious stuff. kind of educational, and hilarious. (:
topic 2: wasting
i should seriously stop wasting time. :O wasting my life in school. oh well. at least its in school, compared to somewhere outside, with bad company. :D haha. i have a physics test tomorrow, ._. i dont even know what is being tested. OMG. hehe. oh well. did not do chinese homework, as per normal. (:
topic 3: khasim
HELLO! you should be happy, dedicate a topic to you. ._. cause i feel guilty that i did not really get a present to you, i shall copy xianghao. actually i thought about it, but i kept delaying until never buy. haha. i shall find a BLEACH puzzle, big one then make for you. (: i wonder when i can give it to you. ._. i'll probably delay till next year or something. LOL. oh well. happy waiting!
topic 4: paint
hello jia wen, will you see this? today was epic. paint got into your eye. QIXUAN! BE MORE CAREFUL WITH PAINT. LOL. from red to blue. so scary. ._. you totally freaked us out. oh well. at least nothing went wrong. (:
topic 5: penknives
are fun! :O umm, i dont cut myself fyi. ._. i just think their fun. like, dont cut lah. but fun to use etc etc. :O khasim is paranoid that i'll play with one and cut myself. :O i wont. (:
and there are 5 topic today! :O
Sunday, September 19, 2010
the 11th post! :D
topic 1: likes
i have just found out who tim likes! :D actually, had clues from here and there, and i already guessed who, but i was right! :D i like knowing that i can guess well okay! quite surprised at result. not too bad i guess. :O i, have someone i like! :D and its a secret. and im married to XAVIER LIM! ._. have fun finding out who he is. HAHA. oh well.
topic 2: today
today was interesting i guess. :O study group was hilariousish. we diverted from physics to maths to kpop to armpit hair to cookies to vocal range and singing. :O i did study maths though. or. attempted to understand algebra. ALGEBRA, YOU SUCK MUCH. thanks. (: oh well. could understand. a little. :D managed to solve some questions people cannot ok! not that horrible. haha. i shall skip to the last topic we were talking about. cause tim wants to sing to his love, we were exploring. i discovered how much using diaphragm increases vocal range! :D and apparantly i could have the most vocal range in my class, for guys anyway. if jiawen, you see this, im not skipping over to choir. i just like to sing. :O trying to teach tim how to use diaphragm was hilarious though. things like, " YOU'LL WANT TO PUSH, LIKE SHITTING LIKE THAT" LOL! so epic. was fun though. exploring vocal range is fun. oh well. will we all sing to his crush? :D that would be fun.
topic 3: mooncakes!
i love mooncakes. so nice. :D the nicest mooncake was the one i persuaded my mom to buy and try. $8 ok! but DAMN NICE. :D i love mooncake. MOONCAKE FESTIVAL! :D
and that is all. (:
topic 1: likes
i have just found out who tim likes! :D actually, had clues from here and there, and i already guessed who, but i was right! :D i like knowing that i can guess well okay! quite surprised at result. not too bad i guess. :O i, have someone i like! :D and its a secret. and im married to XAVIER LIM! ._. have fun finding out who he is. HAHA. oh well.
topic 2: today
today was interesting i guess. :O study group was hilariousish. we diverted from physics to maths to kpop to armpit hair to cookies to vocal range and singing. :O i did study maths though. or. attempted to understand algebra. ALGEBRA, YOU SUCK MUCH. thanks. (: oh well. could understand. a little. :D managed to solve some questions people cannot ok! not that horrible. haha. i shall skip to the last topic we were talking about. cause tim wants to sing to his love, we were exploring. i discovered how much using diaphragm increases vocal range! :D and apparantly i could have the most vocal range in my class, for guys anyway. if jiawen, you see this, im not skipping over to choir. i just like to sing. :O trying to teach tim how to use diaphragm was hilarious though. things like, " YOU'LL WANT TO PUSH, LIKE SHITTING LIKE THAT" LOL! so epic. was fun though. exploring vocal range is fun. oh well. will we all sing to his crush? :D that would be fun.
topic 3: mooncakes!
i love mooncakes. so nice. :D the nicest mooncake was the one i persuaded my mom to buy and try. $8 ok! but DAMN NICE. :D i love mooncake. MOONCAKE FESTIVAL! :D
and that is all. (:
Saturday, September 18, 2010
hello hello! i realized actually have something to post! but then people not in AVA wouldnt understand. HAHA! :D
im too lazy to topic it today! and theres actually no topic. so yeah. ._. i shall random here and there. I AM PISSED OFF AT MY FACE. i wash wash wash, still got pimple. D: so sad. aunt says go for facial. ._. we'll see about that. oh well.
tomorrow got study group! DUMB PEI XUAN. GOT PEOPLE STUDY ONE OKAY. LIKE ME. though we'll most probably end up playing. oh well. then accomplish nothing. at least got something to do. ._.
today was lame. i didnt do anything. but i did start reading my sister's keeper though. :D its nice. oh well. i dont know what to say already leh.
i wonder if i'll be one of the sec 2's to be arrowed with announcement duty. i hope not. i'll probably screw up. :D
slb board design has been made! yay. waiting for responses. (:
today is such a waste of time, and this blog post is a completely waste of energy. oh well. :D
im too lazy to topic it today! and theres actually no topic. so yeah. ._. i shall random here and there. I AM PISSED OFF AT MY FACE. i wash wash wash, still got pimple. D: so sad. aunt says go for facial. ._. we'll see about that. oh well.
tomorrow got study group! DUMB PEI XUAN. GOT PEOPLE STUDY ONE OKAY. LIKE ME. though we'll most probably end up playing. oh well. then accomplish nothing. at least got something to do. ._.
today was lame. i didnt do anything. but i did start reading my sister's keeper though. :D its nice. oh well. i dont know what to say already leh.
i wonder if i'll be one of the sec 2's to be arrowed with announcement duty. i hope not. i'll probably screw up. :D
slb board design has been made! yay. waiting for responses. (:
today is such a waste of time, and this blog post is a completely waste of energy. oh well. :D
Friday, September 17, 2010
hello hello! nothing much to post about. :O
topic 1: TEENAGE DREAM
epic song much. love it. :D although its essentially talking about a teenage love that makes you feel young and want to give it everything. i just like its rhythm and lyrics. but duh, no sex. :D if you want an epic lol, play at 1:21-1:23 and stop at 2:27! :D
topic 2: chalet
ooh! class is organising a chalet! should be interesting, nov holidays. i already asked my mom and when i asked, she was like, guys and girls together? then she was like. be responsible. i LOLED at this! :D so epic. i look forward to this~ should be fun. :D
ok. i have nothing else to say leh. today not very entertaining. oh well.
topic 1: TEENAGE DREAM
epic song much. love it. :D although its essentially talking about a teenage love that makes you feel young and want to give it everything. i just like its rhythm and lyrics. but duh, no sex. :D if you want an epic lol, play at 1:21-1:23 and stop at 2:27! :D
topic 2: chalet
ooh! class is organising a chalet! should be interesting, nov holidays. i already asked my mom and when i asked, she was like, guys and girls together? then she was like. be responsible. i LOLED at this! :D so epic. i look forward to this~ should be fun. :D
ok. i have nothing else to say leh. today not very entertaining. oh well.
Thursday, September 16, 2010
topic 1 shall be interesting, but topic 2 will be slightly depressing and filled with my ranting. so if you dont want to read some weird depressing rant, skip topic 2 please. besides, i apologize for missing yesterday's post. :O you will see it linked to topic 1.
topic 1: strings!
so apparantly, cause there was a huge ball of twine passing around yesterday, some of us cut cut cut, then make friendship bands, :O i learnt how to make one yesterday. quite easy i guess. i was doing the slow method, then i experimented till i got the fast way! :D but i didnt realize how to do square until today. i want to experiment more but no more string! :O yeah. made quite a few. the reason i missed a day was because i was tying the friendship bands for a few friends. :O if you got it, congratulations? ._. oh well. spent an hour on each. around there. now abit faster though! :O time comsuming, but fun and nice. i shall try to find more strings. :D
topic 2: rant!
as said earlier, if you dont want to read a rant, move on! i guess recently i feel depressed on and off lah. my dog died recently and i loved the little dog. and recently i guess i feel depressed over my friends lah. i guess, and im not blaming you, but i feel like your purposely ignoring me. i dont know why. but i just feel like you avoid me. i also think that well, you only approach me when you need help. i dont just want to be someone there when you need help. im a person too. im a normal guy. i dont like feeling ignored and unwanted. and i feel sad cause i dont really know where i stand with you. i treat you as a best friend, but i seriously dont know what i am to you. am i just a normal friend? or just someone you can just grab when you need help? i dont know why, but its starting to feel awkward between us. i dont want this to happen, i dont want a perfectly good friendship to be lost. but i dont even think you know what your doing to me. i want to approach you, but i'm scared i'll just make things worse. i highly even doubt you'll ever see this. so yeah. this is only applicable to one person, and im not naming you. if you know who you are, then im sorry if you think im wrong. but i just needed to get this off my chest. so yeah. i dont want to lose you.
topic 1: strings!
so apparantly, cause there was a huge ball of twine passing around yesterday, some of us cut cut cut, then make friendship bands, :O i learnt how to make one yesterday. quite easy i guess. i was doing the slow method, then i experimented till i got the fast way! :D but i didnt realize how to do square until today. i want to experiment more but no more string! :O yeah. made quite a few. the reason i missed a day was because i was tying the friendship bands for a few friends. :O if you got it, congratulations? ._. oh well. spent an hour on each. around there. now abit faster though! :O time comsuming, but fun and nice. i shall try to find more strings. :D
topic 2: rant!
as said earlier, if you dont want to read a rant, move on! i guess recently i feel depressed on and off lah. my dog died recently and i loved the little dog. and recently i guess i feel depressed over my friends lah. i guess, and im not blaming you, but i feel like your purposely ignoring me. i dont know why. but i just feel like you avoid me. i also think that well, you only approach me when you need help. i dont just want to be someone there when you need help. im a person too. im a normal guy. i dont like feeling ignored and unwanted. and i feel sad cause i dont really know where i stand with you. i treat you as a best friend, but i seriously dont know what i am to you. am i just a normal friend? or just someone you can just grab when you need help? i dont know why, but its starting to feel awkward between us. i dont want this to happen, i dont want a perfectly good friendship to be lost. but i dont even think you know what your doing to me. i want to approach you, but i'm scared i'll just make things worse. i highly even doubt you'll ever see this. so yeah. this is only applicable to one person, and im not naming you. if you know who you are, then im sorry if you think im wrong. but i just needed to get this off my chest. so yeah. i dont want to lose you.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
goodbye
what is a heart?
is it something that is strong yet weak?
is it something you'd give to someone else?
is it something somebody can break with a careless word?
or is it something that beats with life, pushing life blood throughout?
for you, who has always been there since i can remember.
for you, who made me smile with your silliness.
for you, who drove my aunt and grandma crazy.
you made me smile whenever you frightened someone.
whenever you barked at anything or anyone.
whenever you tried to sneak in and get chased out.
whenever i confided everything to you, you stayed silent, warming me with your tiny body.
whenever you seemed to smile or cry.
while my heart beats strong, yours has stopped.
will you go on to heaven, if there is one?
will you be in a place where you had everything you wanted?
with birds to chase and cars to bark at and doggy treats everywhere you went?
but no matter what, you'll remain.
in our hearts, our minds.
goodbye my love.
goodbye dohchie.
goodbye.
is it something that is strong yet weak?
is it something you'd give to someone else?
is it something somebody can break with a careless word?
or is it something that beats with life, pushing life blood throughout?
for you, who has always been there since i can remember.
for you, who made me smile with your silliness.
for you, who drove my aunt and grandma crazy.
you made me smile whenever you frightened someone.
whenever you barked at anything or anyone.
whenever you tried to sneak in and get chased out.
whenever i confided everything to you, you stayed silent, warming me with your tiny body.
whenever you seemed to smile or cry.
while my heart beats strong, yours has stopped.
will you go on to heaven, if there is one?
will you be in a place where you had everything you wanted?
with birds to chase and cars to bark at and doggy treats everywhere you went?
but no matter what, you'll remain.
in our hearts, our minds.
goodbye my love.
goodbye dohchie.
goodbye.
Monday, September 13, 2010
topic 1: school
:O first day of school. again. ._. was ok i guess. didnt get into trouble, had fun avoiding mrs choong, cause i never do history journal, only one in the whole class. oops? :D oh well. it was fun, as usually, chem today was unusually dead lifed. :O pe was interesting, as per normal. HAHA. my team cannot catch or dribble, can throw though. :O occasional fail aim. then if fail, is fail until terribly, but if good, very good. haha. score was 8:3 i think. I 8 OKAY! i never actually score lah. more middle man. :O still good ok. dont usually play alot of sports. :O umm. CE was boring, as per normal. :D then, after school did book. boring. :O
topic 2: AVA
new equiptment! :O new projector to be specific. dont really know alot about it. heard about blah blah blah, wireless, blah blah blah, better. or supposedly. :O i think its the same. the design same. only colour from silver turn black. :O then, its became SUPER HOT. the cooling system is like. omg. hot air. we in control room on air con, still damn warm. outside in the hall also cooler lah! ._. i learn random stuff about lighting board and mixer, more like recap past stuff. :O i dont usually use anyway! im not a mixer/lighting person, although i would have liked lighting. :O both also can do basic-ish, mixer better. but in the end, im still a backstager. :D
topic 3: laughs
if you wanna laugh, watch THIS video. :D i personally find it hilarious. so hilarious i was dubbed siao by my granparents. :O oh well. laughs while you can, work hard for eoy! :D in case you didnt realize. THIS is a link. ._.
randomly, i learnt that in compose, cannot copy and paste, must go edit html! :O
:O first day of school. again. ._. was ok i guess. didnt get into trouble, had fun avoiding mrs choong, cause i never do history journal, only one in the whole class. oops? :D oh well. it was fun, as usually, chem today was unusually dead lifed. :O pe was interesting, as per normal. HAHA. my team cannot catch or dribble, can throw though. :O occasional fail aim. then if fail, is fail until terribly, but if good, very good. haha. score was 8:3 i think. I 8 OKAY! i never actually score lah. more middle man. :O still good ok. dont usually play alot of sports. :O umm. CE was boring, as per normal. :D then, after school did book. boring. :O
topic 2: AVA
new equiptment! :O new projector to be specific. dont really know alot about it. heard about blah blah blah, wireless, blah blah blah, better. or supposedly. :O i think its the same. the design same. only colour from silver turn black. :O then, its became SUPER HOT. the cooling system is like. omg. hot air. we in control room on air con, still damn warm. outside in the hall also cooler lah! ._. i learn random stuff about lighting board and mixer, more like recap past stuff. :O i dont usually use anyway! im not a mixer/lighting person, although i would have liked lighting. :O both also can do basic-ish, mixer better. but in the end, im still a backstager. :D
topic 3: laughs
if you wanna laugh, watch THIS video. :D i personally find it hilarious. so hilarious i was dubbed siao by my granparents. :O oh well. laughs while you can, work hard for eoy! :D in case you didnt realize. THIS is a link. ._.
randomly, i learnt that in compose, cannot copy and paste, must go edit html! :O
Sunday, September 12, 2010
hello hello!
topic 1: wasting time~
wasting time once again, i have wasted most of my day! :O the first half of the day i spent it on facebook and youtube, once again. good places to waste time! :D but i shouldnt be wasting time. i should be studying. D: like, really studying. sigh. ._. oh well, too late for that! :D
topic 2: randoms
i asked jiawen to go out study with me! asked qixuan, but she got something on, then asked khasim, but he keep falling asleep cause very tired. ._. so in the end just the 2 of us. we met at compass, then we went the library there. then we realize very fail, no table, how to do homework and study?! so we went to hougang, then actually wanted to go khasim house do homework, but he tired, so we dont disturb him. :O so we went chengsan library(?!) also got no table. so we went to subway! :D then we sit there about 2 and a half hour doing homework and talking. <: then we went to the mrt and crap for about 40 mins, talking about media club, how next year we would probably get key positions in our department, cause not alot of sec 2. :O then we talk about how some position nicer than the rest. haha. thinking about running for SLB next year. :O oh well.
topic 3: subway!
SUBWAY COOKIES ARE DELISH!:D and awesomely addictive. haha. :D so nice and chewy and nice and big. :D but its like, 2.90 for 3 of them. worth it i think, but still kind of ex for cookies. :O still delish!
topic 4: starhub
i find starhub internet provider very irritating. :O it blocks tons of stuff, then you come to this dumb page that says STARHUB SAFESEARCH! yeah. ._. apparantly sick stuff too. hmm. :O cause of random question a few days before, ->( if your blond, got blond pubic hair? ) i went to wiki pubic hair. then got starhub blocked. ._. so fail right. oh well. guess i'll find out. eventually. via other means. STARHUB YOU FAIL LAH. ._. oh well
topic 5: school!
school opens tomorrow! i look forward to friends, do not look forward to lessons, DO not look forward to not doing homework and getting scolded. :O PE in quadrangle. hmm. i wonder what we'll be doing, need to assemble in quadrangle. SINGAPORE WORKOUT?! ok, timing abit weird, but what else for? oh well. school, here i come, i still havent pack my bag though. :O
topic 1: wasting time~
wasting time once again, i have wasted most of my day! :O the first half of the day i spent it on facebook and youtube, once again. good places to waste time! :D but i shouldnt be wasting time. i should be studying. D: like, really studying. sigh. ._. oh well, too late for that! :D
topic 2: randoms
i asked jiawen to go out study with me! asked qixuan, but she got something on, then asked khasim, but he keep falling asleep cause very tired. ._. so in the end just the 2 of us. we met at compass, then we went the library there. then we realize very fail, no table, how to do homework and study?! so we went to hougang, then actually wanted to go khasim house do homework, but he tired, so we dont disturb him. :O so we went chengsan library(?!) also got no table. so we went to subway! :D then we sit there about 2 and a half hour doing homework and talking. <: then we went to the mrt and crap for about 40 mins, talking about media club, how next year we would probably get key positions in our department, cause not alot of sec 2. :O then we talk about how some position nicer than the rest. haha. thinking about running for SLB next year. :O oh well.
topic 3: subway!
SUBWAY COOKIES ARE DELISH!:D and awesomely addictive. haha. :D so nice and chewy and nice and big. :D but its like, 2.90 for 3 of them. worth it i think, but still kind of ex for cookies. :O still delish!
topic 4: starhub
i find starhub internet provider very irritating. :O it blocks tons of stuff, then you come to this dumb page that says STARHUB SAFESEARCH! yeah. ._. apparantly sick stuff too. hmm. :O cause of random question a few days before, ->( if your blond, got blond pubic hair? ) i went to wiki pubic hair. then got starhub blocked. ._. so fail right. oh well. guess i'll find out. eventually. via other means. STARHUB YOU FAIL LAH. ._. oh well
topic 5: school!
school opens tomorrow! i look forward to friends, do not look forward to lessons, DO not look forward to not doing homework and getting scolded. :O PE in quadrangle. hmm. i wonder what we'll be doing, need to assemble in quadrangle. SINGAPORE WORKOUT?! ok, timing abit weird, but what else for? oh well. school, here i come, i still havent pack my bag though. :O
Saturday, September 11, 2010
keep it going strong~
topic 1: walkwalk
finally, i went out for my walk walk. i planned to do it for like, an hour, but only ended up half an hour, cause i found out that the 2 park/playgrounds near my house were closed. which is sad. my swings are gone! oh well. weather was terribly hot though. wasnt that bad after awhile.
topic 2: sex on the beach
its a drink apparantly! :O cocktail actually. the non - alcoholic ones are called dry humping by the beach, safe sex at the beach or virgin at the beach. hmmm. :O
topic 3: the f word
how interesting. there are quite a few interesting things about this. apparantly theres a retired brazilian footballer called argelico fucks. hmm. poor him. theres a town called fucking, in austria, which is really interesting. apparantly people kept stealing the town signs, so they made them unthievable.<- what? lol. basically anchored them in concrete. more or less. :D apparantly people video taped themself having sex in front of the signs. the lol thing is, one of the signs had a co-sign below it. it says, "please - not so fast!" or something like that. apparantly its for drivers to slow down, but coupled with the town name, its hilarious. :O
topic 4: facebook!
i got high on facebook! :O like reading random stuff. :D and made people lol with several random facts such as TOPIC 3. :D so yeah. :D im wasting my whole day on facebook and youtube. theres nothing else to do.
topic 5: pissed
nobody wants to study with me tomorrow. and i am pissed at this. ok. not just that. but with people ignoring me. i mean. seriously, i've put up enough with this shit. i sick and tired and getting ignored by people and being left out. im not your last resort. stop coming to me only when you stand to gain. what about me? what about the things i need? if this is what you treat me like, get the hell out of my life. if its by accident, once or twice, fine, i take that back, its not your fault sometimes, i can understand that. but im getting sick of this okay. just STOP IT.
topic 1: walkwalk
finally, i went out for my walk walk. i planned to do it for like, an hour, but only ended up half an hour, cause i found out that the 2 park/playgrounds near my house were closed. which is sad. my swings are gone! oh well. weather was terribly hot though. wasnt that bad after awhile.
topic 2: sex on the beach
its a drink apparantly! :O cocktail actually. the non - alcoholic ones are called dry humping by the beach, safe sex at the beach or virgin at the beach. hmmm. :O
topic 3: the f word
how interesting. there are quite a few interesting things about this. apparantly theres a retired brazilian footballer called argelico fucks. hmm. poor him. theres a town called fucking, in austria, which is really interesting. apparantly people kept stealing the town signs, so they made them unthievable.<- what? lol. basically anchored them in concrete. more or less. :D apparantly people video taped themself having sex in front of the signs. the lol thing is, one of the signs had a co-sign below it. it says, "please - not so fast!" or something like that. apparantly its for drivers to slow down, but coupled with the town name, its hilarious. :O
topic 4: facebook!
i got high on facebook! :O like reading random stuff. :D and made people lol with several random facts such as TOPIC 3. :D so yeah. :D im wasting my whole day on facebook and youtube. theres nothing else to do.
topic 5: pissed
nobody wants to study with me tomorrow. and i am pissed at this. ok. not just that. but with people ignoring me. i mean. seriously, i've put up enough with this shit. i sick and tired and getting ignored by people and being left out. im not your last resort. stop coming to me only when you stand to gain. what about me? what about the things i need? if this is what you treat me like, get the hell out of my life. if its by accident, once or twice, fine, i take that back, its not your fault sometimes, i can understand that. but im getting sick of this okay. just STOP IT.
Friday, September 10, 2010
WHEEE! today is a boring day. ._.
topic 1: wasted
I WASTED MY WHOLE DAY! ._. i wanted to go walk walk the neighbourhood, see if can find anyone. then in the end, whole day raining. rain until evening. then i dont want go out already. the weather killed my plans. maybe i'll try again tomorrow. :O so i wasted my whole day spamming facebook, reading books and re-watching anime. ._. and a little bit of tv. and listening to music. i wanted to do my compre exercise after i walk walk, but since i never walk walk, i never do! :D so i'll see if i'll do it tomorrow. on a random note, i forgot what homework there is. maths revision 4 and 5, compre exercise, still got what? ._. oh well. someone tell me please. :O
topic 2: sex
WHAT THE HELL. "gay singaporean charged over sex act in public toilet". "homosexuality is not illegal in singapore, but sex between men is criminalized". WHAT THE HELL RIGHT? i mean, ok, the part about the public toilet is abit.. yeah. want have sex be more discreet leh. some more in a CROWDED place. ._. ok, i support gay rights! :O if a guy likes a guy or a girl likes a girl, whats wrong with that? i mean, its the same thing right? so one day i oppose all the guys and girls lah. ._. want have sex also cannot. but, even if you have gay sex, how will the police know. i mean, if you do at home. its not like, the police will kick down the door while your having sex and go like: " YOUR ARRESTED FOR HAVING GAY SEX! ". if that actually happened, i'll sue the police man for invasion of privacy or something. can you imagine having sex and someone just barges in and starts shouting? ok. i getting abit off topic. oh well. i still find this topic very.. dont know how to describe. but, if you want have sex, i think you should be free to! but, after your legal age lah. ._.
topic 3: salmon
hmm, my mother is cooking huge slabs of salmon now. :O my uncle came just now, with enough salmon to feed us for tonights dinner, 7 people, and tomorrows dinner. ALOT LAH. ._. but it looks nice. :D so yeah. salmon is healthy! :D got protein, high amounts of omega-3 fatty acids, vitamin D and cholesterol! :D eat more! eat more! :D but kind of expensive. but my uncle got regular supply, FREE! :O and the big is all big big one. so yeah. :D
and i shall end of my 3rd post! :D
topic 1: wasted
I WASTED MY WHOLE DAY! ._. i wanted to go walk walk the neighbourhood, see if can find anyone. then in the end, whole day raining. rain until evening. then i dont want go out already. the weather killed my plans. maybe i'll try again tomorrow. :O so i wasted my whole day spamming facebook, reading books and re-watching anime. ._. and a little bit of tv. and listening to music. i wanted to do my compre exercise after i walk walk, but since i never walk walk, i never do! :D so i'll see if i'll do it tomorrow. on a random note, i forgot what homework there is. maths revision 4 and 5, compre exercise, still got what? ._. oh well. someone tell me please. :O
topic 2: sex
WHAT THE HELL. "gay singaporean charged over sex act in public toilet". "homosexuality is not illegal in singapore, but sex between men is criminalized". WHAT THE HELL RIGHT? i mean, ok, the part about the public toilet is abit.. yeah. want have sex be more discreet leh. some more in a CROWDED place. ._. ok, i support gay rights! :O if a guy likes a guy or a girl likes a girl, whats wrong with that? i mean, its the same thing right? so one day i oppose all the guys and girls lah. ._. want have sex also cannot. but, even if you have gay sex, how will the police know. i mean, if you do at home. its not like, the police will kick down the door while your having sex and go like: " YOUR ARRESTED FOR HAVING GAY SEX! ". if that actually happened, i'll sue the police man for invasion of privacy or something. can you imagine having sex and someone just barges in and starts shouting? ok. i getting abit off topic. oh well. i still find this topic very.. dont know how to describe. but, if you want have sex, i think you should be free to! but, after your legal age lah. ._.
topic 3: salmon
hmm, my mother is cooking huge slabs of salmon now. :O my uncle came just now, with enough salmon to feed us for tonights dinner, 7 people, and tomorrows dinner. ALOT LAH. ._. but it looks nice. :D so yeah. salmon is healthy! :D got protein, high amounts of omega-3 fatty acids, vitamin D and cholesterol! :D eat more! eat more! :D but kind of expensive. but my uncle got regular supply, FREE! :O and the big is all big big one. so yeah. :D
and i shall end of my 3rd post! :D
Thursday, September 9, 2010
hello again! more topics today! :O
TOPIC 1: SL QUARTERLY GM3
i guess it was quite fun. was kind of boring at the end. i discovered my average score for term 3 is about 63% but i need at least 65% for my double science! :O oh well. once again, dreams were shared. was kind of emotional but not overly emotional. meaning the whole slb didnt cry. CONGRATULATIONS TO THE SLTS WHO PASSED! more people! :D i discovered though, im the AIC for orientation 2011. which im (not so)surprised. kha sim told me but he said it wasnt comfirmed. guess it is now. ._. i cant decide my feelings for that. on one hand, im happy cause i get to work with the sec2 batch, and work hard, and we can bond. :D on the other hand, im nervous because im scared i'll screw up. on a random third hand, im hoping that means i wont be writing MC script. i have decided that MC scripts suck. like seriously. D: irritating as hell to write. orientation mc script writer, goodluck. :D
TOPIC 2: KHASIM'S BELATED BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION
it was after gm3 and i thought it was HILARIOUS. it started off that we would surprise him but abit fail. me and evelyn ran out to get the cake and come back, then we hid behind the book shop. the other 204 sls keep coming over to see. NO WONDER HE SUSPICIOUS LAH. next time, got surprise, dont come over to where the surprise is. like seriously. :O then, he was supposed to go to the round table closest to the bookshop but he dont want to move. so fail. in the end, he moved and we came out. :D lighting candles were abit fail. oh well. spammed photos. then someone tried to dunk khasim's head into the cake, but failed. in the end, a whole group of us ran after him trying to cake him. in the end run up run down until all give up already. then he sneak to main gate there, ask huixin to take his bag for him. then huixin and joey went home, taking his bag for him. HUIXIN TRAITOR! anyway, we realized we hadnt given him his presents yet, so we spam call him to come back. haha. then, he came back and we have him the presents. then we went to crowd the bubble tea shop. :D and david spat a pearl into my face. YOU SUCK! :O anyway, it was fun. ;D
and there shall be 2 topics for today, cause i cant really think of anything else to write! :O one day i think i'll write a topic on gay rights. :D
TOPIC 1: SL QUARTERLY GM3
i guess it was quite fun. was kind of boring at the end. i discovered my average score for term 3 is about 63% but i need at least 65% for my double science! :O oh well. once again, dreams were shared. was kind of emotional but not overly emotional. meaning the whole slb didnt cry. CONGRATULATIONS TO THE SLTS WHO PASSED! more people! :D i discovered though, im the AIC for orientation 2011. which im (not so)surprised. kha sim told me but he said it wasnt comfirmed. guess it is now. ._. i cant decide my feelings for that. on one hand, im happy cause i get to work with the sec2 batch, and work hard, and we can bond. :D on the other hand, im nervous because im scared i'll screw up. on a random third hand, im hoping that means i wont be writing MC script. i have decided that MC scripts suck. like seriously. D: irritating as hell to write. orientation mc script writer, goodluck. :D
TOPIC 2: KHASIM'S BELATED BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION
it was after gm3 and i thought it was HILARIOUS. it started off that we would surprise him but abit fail. me and evelyn ran out to get the cake and come back, then we hid behind the book shop. the other 204 sls keep coming over to see. NO WONDER HE SUSPICIOUS LAH. next time, got surprise, dont come over to where the surprise is. like seriously. :O then, he was supposed to go to the round table closest to the bookshop but he dont want to move. so fail. in the end, he moved and we came out. :D lighting candles were abit fail. oh well. spammed photos. then someone tried to dunk khasim's head into the cake, but failed. in the end, a whole group of us ran after him trying to cake him. in the end run up run down until all give up already. then he sneak to main gate there, ask huixin to take his bag for him. then huixin and joey went home, taking his bag for him. HUIXIN TRAITOR! anyway, we realized we hadnt given him his presents yet, so we spam call him to come back. haha. then, he came back and we have him the presents. then we went to crowd the bubble tea shop. :D and david spat a pearl into my face. YOU SUCK! :O anyway, it was fun. ;D
and there shall be 2 topics for today, cause i cant really think of anything else to write! :O one day i think i'll write a topic on gay rights. :D
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
hello! there are a few topics for today!
topic 1: START!
its the beginning of my blog! :D after a super long break and several people pestering me, it has been born! sorry it took so long but i was trying to find a skin that i liked. :O so yeah. i quite like this one, kind of cute don't you think so? so, i shall attempt to maintain this blog, hopefully can survive. :D
topic 2: holidays
holidays are actually kind of boring. theres nobody to play with, nothing to do. except homework of course, which im procastinating. :D im wasting my life spamming facebook and doing random stuff! it has been raining alot recently. ._. i think more areas flooded. hmm. tomorrow has an interesting thing on, which is the SLB Quarterly GM. i think its GM3. looking forward to it, should be fun. actually. no. i heard teachers day debriefing was going to be on GM. so. we'll see. i'll probably stay back to do my art though! :D
topic 3: birthdays
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHASIM! although i dont think you'll actually read this. unless i tell you to. which im not going to. :O thanks for being there all the time for me. sooo. do you like the random teddy bear with -ahem- orange hair? :D
and i shall end this here! i think i'll be following this kind of formatting if theres enough things to talk about. or i might just do one huge topic for a day. :D
topic 1: START!
its the beginning of my blog! :D after a super long break and several people pestering me, it has been born! sorry it took so long but i was trying to find a skin that i liked. :O so yeah. i quite like this one, kind of cute don't you think so? so, i shall attempt to maintain this blog, hopefully can survive. :D
topic 2: holidays
holidays are actually kind of boring. theres nobody to play with, nothing to do. except homework of course, which im procastinating. :D im wasting my life spamming facebook and doing random stuff! it has been raining alot recently. ._. i think more areas flooded. hmm. tomorrow has an interesting thing on, which is the SLB Quarterly GM. i think its GM3. looking forward to it, should be fun. actually. no. i heard teachers day debriefing was going to be on GM. so. we'll see. i'll probably stay back to do my art though! :D
topic 3: birthdays
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHASIM! although i dont think you'll actually read this. unless i tell you to. which im not going to. :O thanks for being there all the time for me. sooo. do you like the random teddy bear with -ahem- orange hair? :D
and i shall end this here! i think i'll be following this kind of formatting if theres enough things to talk about. or i might just do one huge topic for a day. :D
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